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2011-11-02T22:29:00.001Z

Salam untuk semua..

Post kali pendek aje sebab saye nak try test cuba post entry gune iPod..

Okay, bukan nak berlagak..hanya ingin mencuba..

Sekian sahaja untuk kali ini..

Lain mase saye post lagi..

Wassalam..

Post via iPod 4th generation..
Okay ini lawak..lol..

:: I am not good with camera ::

2011-09-29T23:43:00.002+01:00

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious Most Merciful.

May peace be upon you all.. :)

I am now back in Edinburgh to pursue my dream. A professional, qualified and young talented actuary from Malaysia. :)

Here, I have a few updates. Not so many, just a few. And I guess some of them are totally random stuffs that I heard or I read from somewhere.

First, have I ever updated about my twins? erm, I guess the answer is NO. So, here is an update. My twins are Naufal and Nazhan. They are two lovely boys and they are no so naughty. Well, they are just like normal kids who love playing around with stuffs and get everything around you messy. Isn't it normal? Yes it is. *Owh, I missssssssssssssss them* T__T I've got pictures of them on my Facebook. Go and check them out. They are super duper sweeeeeeeet. :)

Next is about my summer break in Malaysia and stuffs like family trip to Genting and Internship. Summer break. The best ever I believe. *This is most probably due to the newcomers to my family* :) Trip to Genting with my family was AWESOME. P.E.R.I.O.D.
Internship, pretty good. Not bad at all. Lots of stuff to learn from now on. Recommended to all juniors. :)

Last but not least. Do you guys ever know the existence of the word "Mata Hari" in the Oxford Advanced Learners Dictionary? Well, I just discovered it in a few minutes ago. That's it for now. I hope to write more and more and more soon.

The title has got something to do with a minor accident that took place two days ago in the uni. To be more specific, at The Piece. 'me never going to be a good camera man' P.E.R.I.O.D

Cherios and Wassalam.

With Love, from Edinburgh.

:: Ragam Kawan2 ::

2011-03-16T17:40:00.002Z

Assalamualaikum..hi!!

okay, basically post ni berkaitan dengan kehidupan saye dan makhluk2 yang berade di sekeliling saye..

semalam, yakni 15 mac, was my dad's birthday..I was soooo eager and excited to text him and wish him a happy 56th birthday..unfortunately, *axi* made problem..how dare u *axi*!! I sent a couple of messages to him wishing "selamat ulang tahun kelahiran" but the stupid *axi* kept on saying that message sending failed..

at first, I thought it was because of the line I used which is T-mobile..later I found out that *axi* was the one having problem..I called my sister (she' using celcom) and she said the same thing..she tried to text my dad but couldn't do so..ahh..stupid *axi*!!

I hope that my dad wouldn't think that I forgot his birthday..how could I?? sigh..nvm, now I am officially heralding to the whole world that march 15 is my dad birthday..so, happy birthday dad!! :) ok done..

back to the main point..actually, I prefer to write this post in Malay because I personally believe the message can be conveyed easily..so, malay please!! he3..owh..but if I accidentally use english, forgive me..human makes mistakes :)

erm..pernah x dalam kehidupan korang, at this one point (a random variable T(x), u feel like ur friends are treating u like sampah? ade x? kalau xde tahniah..maknenye korang memang kawan yang baik.. :)

saye ade satu cerite nak bgtau..bukan mengumpat ye..ini cerite rekaan yang saye olah sikit daripade cerite asal..penceritenye sangat saye kenal..dah bertahun2 jadi kawan saye..so, xsampai hati bile dengar crite die ni..

ragam kawan2 kan..mmg xboleh nak predict..ade macam2..daripade yang baik macam malaikat hinggalah jahat macam ..... (korang isi sendiri)

cerite kali ni bukan nak kate kawan2 ni jahat ke ape, cume minta diorg ade sikap timbang rase,hormat-menghormati dan tolerance..erm, same x? ape2 je lah..

ini cerite kawan saye tu ye..

kalau korang jenis yang suke study kat library and balik malam, lebih kurang pukul 9 macam tu, ape korang akan rase kalau ade kawan korang ni tanye macam ni "banyak study?" die tanye consistently..the first question yang die akan tanye bile nampak korang balik rumah..xtanye pon soalan macam "dah solat isya'?" "baru balik usrah ke?" and yang sewaktu dengannye..ape response korang? ade rase macam nak terajang balik? kalau xde, korang mmg kawan yang mulia.. :) tahniah!!

xpon, macam ni..korang study kat library sebab ade test..pastu korang beli buku sebab nak buat reference..kawan korang tu plak genius, asyik tgk crite korea je..xyah study pon..result mantap gak..tibe2 die kate kat korang macam ni "kalau xdapat full mark, xtahu nak cakap macam mane" ape korang rase? nak bagi penampar ke teranjang? korang pilih sendiri ye.. :)

2nd..kalau korang masak, tetibe 2 kawan korang masuk dapur and salah sorang daripade diorg tanye, "ko masak ape?" korang xjawab lagi soalan tu tapi sorang lagi kawan korang yang dah tahu jawapan tolong jawabkan..contoh jawapan die macam ni.. "tanye hizbul, die chef" ape korang akan rase? kalau rase sedap, bagus r..kalau korang rase nak simbah kuah tom yam kat muke die, korang memang kawan yang x berhati mulie..tibe..

contoh2 kat atas ni sumenye berkaitan dengan kawan2 yang bermulut longkang..kalau korang selalu xgosok gigi, korang boleh gak tergolong dalam kumpulan kawan2 macam ni..so, hati2 ye..make sure gosok gigi setiap hari..at least, 3 kali.. :)

okay sambung balik..yang ni, ragam lain plak..tapi, basically pasal mulut longkang jugak r..

bayangan korang tgh borak2 dengan kawan2 yang bukan sejantina dengan anda..kalau xtahu ape itu jantina, sila google..tibe2 kawan2 yang xsame jantina dengan korang cakap kat korang macam ni..
" i think u makin macho r..and ur badan nampak macam kepal2 sikit..u pergi gym ke? " tetibe kawan korang buat muke longkang and respond macam longkang..ala2 mate pandang ke atas and tangan ke dada..ape korang nak respond?

xpon, bile dalam group kawan2 korang tu, korang yang paling tue (ini memang serious..bab umur sangat sensitif) pastu, ade r kawan korang ni yg xtahu sape paling tue antare korang..then, kawan korang yg mulut longkang ni tolong jawabkan.. " die (refer kepade anda) lah yang paling tue..walaupon die (anda) paling tue, aku rase die paling xmatured..aku rase aku lagi matured " macam die respond angkat bakul sambil hentam bom kat orang kan? erm, ape respond anda???

kalau korang rase korang akan senyum sambil ucapkan Alhamdulillah, maknenye korang masih lagi seorang kawan yang baik..tapi, kalau korang buat yang sebaliknye, maknenye korang bukan r kawan yang baik sangat..so, korang kene selalu practise senyum and ucapkan Alhamdulillah sebab masih dikurniakan kawan2..kalau x, dull sungguh kehidupan korang..betol x?

erm, skrang saye tulis dalam perspektif diri saye sendiri..bagi saye, diorg still kawan saye..walaupon ade mase mmg rase sangat nak marah..tapi, nak buat macam mane kan? bukan nye semua orang kite boleh control..and bukan semua kawan yang kite nak baik2 belaka..ade r yang nakal sikit, so kene r bersabar.. :) sabar itu kan sebahagian daripade iman..

ade kawna saye ni selalu cakap, ko relax je..dah perangai diorg macam tu..nak buat macam mane..ko sabar je.. :) okay, saye sabar..sesungguhnye, Allah bersame dengan orang2 yang bersabar..

nampaknye, post ni macam terlalu panjang..and kalau ikut sekarang ni, maghrib dah masuk (ikut waktu edinburgh)..so, saye nak gi solat and gi gym..

* baru tadi masuk pintu rumah, tetibe kawan rumah tanye, "aih, dah balik? kate nak stay kat library sampai pukul 6" *

wassalam..
:)

:: curiculum vitae ::

2011-03-09T00:01:00.002Z

greetings people!!

i need a good cv..a decent one that can persuade the people who read it..hu3..

well, i am not writing what i am supposed to..

owh, i am so happy for my sisters..

this one is a bit weird..

I knew you have been watching over me for quite a long time..

just come to me and say hi..

:) i would be more than happy to be your friend..

:)) okie dokie..

i will stop now..

:)

:: Minister visit to Edinburgh :: Eirzreen birthday ::

2011-02-22T23:36:00.003Z

Salam and Hi to everyone..

I wish you all to be in a very good condition and healthy as always..

An update on what happened yesterday..

21st February 2011

A visit from Yang Berhormat Dato' Sri Ahmad Shabery Cheek, the Minister of Sports and Youth of Malaysia to Edinburgh, Scotland mainly to promote and launch the Malaysian Olympic Supporters Club based in London as well as to meet *beramah mesra* with the Malaysian students in Edinburgh.
An event organised by the Kelab UMNO Edinburgh (KUE) in collaboration with the Malaysian Students Union of Edinburgh, MASSUE (those people from Heriot-Watt) and the Edinburgh Malaysian Students' Associaton (EMSA) *basically for Edin Uni people*.
Well, I believe it was a good event. Even though there were few mistakes happened here and there during the event, but to sum it up, I reckon it was fine considering the preparations that we had just a few days before plus the hectic weekend. With a few technical problems happened especially with the mic. No audio and sound. Late arrival * owh, this one is sooooo like Malaysian time *
After all, it wasn't bad. :)

22nd February 2011

Happy Birthday Eirzreen!! you are 22 years old now. :) make sure you register yourself for the next election. Let's do our part. lol.

:) till then, log off :)

:: sekejap aje ::

2011-02-20T20:52:00.002Z

Salam buat semua..

Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana masih lagi diberi peluang untuk hidup di muka bumi ini. Dunia ciptaan-Nya yang hanya untuk sementara.

Syukur yang teramat sangat juga dipanjatkan ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad s.a.w atas nikmat Iman dan Islam yang sampai kepada kita pada hari ini. Sesungguhnya, dengan dakwah Baginda lah 2 nikmat ini dapat kita kecapi.

Alhamdulillah.

Okay, memang sekejap aje post kali ini. Sekadar untuk meluahkan sesuatu yang terbuku di dalam hati.

Since I did not update my blog for like quite a long time, this morning as I browsed the internet and tried to read a few of my friends' blogs like checking what they've been up to and doing these days and so on I realised that some of the blogs were no longer available. Sigh. May be, they've been so busy lately and did not have enough time to do everything. They need to cope with their studies, workloads, assignments, projects bal bla bla. Well understood. I am a student too.

Well, rather than moaning to much about being busy and not having enough time to do everything especially to update the blogs, why not just delete them. That is even better!! Yes, just ignore them. Haha.

Yea, that was what I've been thinking of before this.

Undecided.

However I continued to at least update once in a while. Well, to me one is better than nothing. :)

Okay, let's get back to the main point.

This morning, I watched a video from Youtube which was posted by one of my juniors back in SMKAP in her blog. The video was really good. It was a video about Joshua Evans who was a former Christian Missionary & Youth Minister whose then converted to a Muslim after a few years of hard and pains seeking truth from God.

His story of seeking truth from God really gave me a big impact. It made me to think of how fortunate I am to be born as a Muslim and how fortunate I am to live as a Muslim for almost 22 years since I was born. Never in my life I ever thought of doing what he (Joshua Evans) had been doing for many years. Simply because I am a Muslim since I was born, went to Islamic Secondary School for 5 years and thought that would be enough to answer everything. And to question that, do I ever being thankful for that?

But, he could only manage to get the answer to his question that he's been looking for ages after a few years. And this could only happen with His permission. Alhamdulillah.

Reflecting all this to my life, I admit that I've been pampered to much. Being spoon-fed with all the dakwah things like usrah. Owh, do not misunderstand. I do not mean to say that usrah is not good. It is just me that always depends too much on usrah to get to know more about Islam. Frankly, I never tried as hard as I did for exams when it comes to seeking the truth.

As a Muslim who has been living in this world for almost 22 years, it is a thing to be ashamed of. I should be doing the same thing as Joshua Evans did while he was a teenager which is to seek for the truths and really understand them. Instead, what have I been doing is all those things that won't benefit me at all. I rarely tried so hard in things like this. Now it seems like a big humiliation to me. Yes it is.

And you people out there (especially Muslim) who might think that you have done enough for your life, you might be wrong. There is nothing like I have done what am I supposed to do. I am a muslim, I did pray to Allah, I did fast for a month in Ramadhan, I paid zakat, I did my hajj and so on and I'm done. That's it.

It never works that way. The dakwah work will never finish. It is our responsibilities to spread the words of truth. As all the previous prophets before The Prophet of Muhammad had done, we the ummah of The Last Prophet is so special. We were given this task to continue the sequel of dakwah and that is to spread Islam to the whole world. Let's together do it.

Wallahualam.

:: sekadar renungan ::

2011-02-20T01:59:00.005Z

> Assalamualaikum w.b.t <

Masa berlalu sangat pantas. Sungguh. Terasa seperti baru semalam menyambut 2011. Pejam celik pejam celik, sekarang dah Februari. Lebih menggerunkan, sudah sampai pertengahan bulan. Langsung tak perasan. Kesimpulannya, memang benarlah masa berlalu sangat pantas. Ini bukan hipotisis yang saya cipta. Tetapi, kebenaran yang nyata.

Tiba-tiba terase macam nak update blog malam ni. Mungkin selepas sekian lama x update. Belek2 archive 2010, O Mai God, ade 5 posts je? Seriously? owh, ini serious. Saya harus menerima kenyataan yang pahit. Nak buat macam mana, memang diri ini malas walaupon sebenarnya, boleh dikatakan hampir setiap hari saya rasa macam nak update blog, apakan daya, diri ini xtermampu.

Tanggungjawab sebagai student sangat banyak. Kene belajar, ulang kaji pelajaran, datang lectures, buat tutorial, handle events, pergi mesyuarat, dan seterusnya. Well, lagi banyak menghabiskan mase untuk melangok sebenanrye daripade buat benda2 yang dinyatakan.

Alasan tak boleh pakai.

Kalau kita renung balik, dalam Al-Quran, Allah telah bersumpah dengan masa bahawa, manusia itu sesungguhnya berada dalam kerugian. Kecuali, mereka yang beriman dan beramal soleh serta mereka2 yang saling menasihati sesama lain dengan kebenaran dan kesabaran.

Ini bukti solid. Tak boleh nak argue. Seperti satu tamparan besar yang sangat dahsyat. Maka benarlah juga hadith yang menyatakan bahawa, " dua nikmat yang seringkali manusia lupa apabila mereka sedang dalam kesenangan, nikmat masa lapang dan kesihatan "

Manusia acap kali lupa dengan nikmat masa lapang yang dikurniakan free of charge. Selalu buat benda2 yang boleh dikatakan seperti x masuk dek akal. Selalu je ade mase untuk tengok movie, jalan2 kat city, main bowling, pergi dancing, tapi, bile suruh bace ma'thurat setiap hari at least sekali. Amek ko, sejuta alasan diberi. Alasan paling famous, xsempat nak bace. Sibuk. xpon, alamak terlupe.

Ape memang sifat manusai sebegitu rupe?

Kalau nak berubah, peribahasa melayu ade menyebut, ' hendak seribu daya, xhendak seribu+dua ribu+tiga ribu dalih' *okay ini sangat melampau* now, it depends on you. If there's a will, there is a way. Right?

Ini semua hanya sekadar renungan bersama.

Owh, saya ada input tambahan. Bukan sejenis input sebenarnya. Lebih kepada penceritaan dan ucapan terima kasih.

Begini. Buat tahun ke-2 berturut-turut, saya dilantik sebagai Vice-President untuk Malaysian, Singaporean and Bruneian Student Union of Edinburgh (Heriot-Watt University ; tempat saye menuntut ilmu Actuarial Science) maka, sekali lagi untuk tahun ini, task pertama adalah untuk organise Chinese New Year Celebration. Memandangkan proportion orang berbangsa cina di Uni saya ini ramai, maka sambutan ini adalah secara rasminya menjadi official annual event for MABSSUE.

Maka, nak dijadikan cerita, saya sedikit sebanyak merungut pasal pembahagian tugas untuk event kali ini. Yelah, bile tibe bab menyediakan makanan untuk 100 orang, semua jadi gerun. Ade yang kate, " I don't know how to cook " ade juga yang kate, " I don't even have a kitchen to begin with coz, I'm a catered student " Maka, saya yang membaikkan hati ini, offer nak masak 2 main dishes for the event. Lemon chicken dengan sweet and sour fish.

Well, memang saye merungut pasal pembahagian tugas memasak kali ni sebab xramai nak participate. Tambahan pula, ade yang buat2 x berminat langsung bile dipanggil berbincang. Kalau ikutkan hati, saye xmau masak langsung. Syukur ade house-mate yang baik dan rajin nak tolong. Plus, rakan sekerja yang lagi banyak berhempas tenaga daripade saye untuk menyediakan kuah sweet & sour and lemon sauce tu (thanks shafiee and zarul).

So, while I was frying the chickens and fish, I was a bit like grumbling, moaning and complaining a lot. I even said to my house-mate " I feel like I wanna make a post in facebook and send it to everyone especially the 2nd year students about how regret I am towards their manners and behaviours. I mean when it comes to preparing for the foods " My friend calmly replied, " Why do you wanna do that? Even though you feel like this is so not fair, it won't give you any benefits in return. So, there is no point of doing this childish moaning thing. "

Silence.

Yeah, it's true. It took like an hour for me to think about it.

Kawan saya memang betol, daripade saye merungut x tentu pasal, ape bukan lagi baik kalau saye jadikan perkare ini sebagai satu teladan. Well, hidup ini xsemuanye indah. Pahit kadang2. Tetapi, selalunya pahit.

" Where there is no shame, there is no honor "

Now I understand. Thanks!!

:: keinginan diri ::

2011-01-30T17:04:00.002Z

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

> memang menjadi keinginan diri ini untuk menjadi rajin, tapi tak boleh sebab memang saye malas..damn!!

> memang menjadi keinginan diri ini untuk selalu ulang kaji pelajaran, tapi selalu end up buat benda lain..damn u MukaBuku!! selalu salahkan pihak lain walaupon tahu itu adalah kesalahan diri anda sendiri..sigh..

> memang menjadi keinginan diri ini untuk balik Seremban pade saat ini..nak sangat jumpe si kembar..tapi, keinginan ini terbantut lagi sebab tiket balik mahal lagi..plus, sem 2 baru mule woi..ko jangan ngade2 nak balik.. *tepuk kang* okay..tunggu june r ek..

> memang menjadi keinginan diri ini untuk bertepuk sebelah tangan..tibe..ini tiade kaitan..saje2 je..

okay, selamat tahun baru 2011..

uish, memang sangat awal ucapan tahun baru ini (mate ke atas, tangan di dada)

p/s : selamat hari tua buat kak deeya and abg.Mi..owh, diri ini tidak sedar sebenarnye bahawe die jugak sudah satu tahun lagi tua dan semakin mendekati mati.. *tunduk insaf* insyaAllah..beri saya petunjuk lagi untuk majukan diri..Amiiiiin..

sekian..

log off..

:: long hiatus indeed ::

2010-10-02T00:34:00.003+01:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t and salam sejahtera..

i am no longer bother to update this blog..sigh..

even though i was like quite enthusiastic to update every day at first..now it seems like i am no longer keep my promise..what a big shame..

let's put it aside..

and now i am back in edinburgh with more things to do..

as a second year student, i guess my life is a bit hectic on daily basis as the class schedule already on course to kill me.. (T_T)

oh Allah give me strength to endure this test..amiin.. :)

however I do enjoy the lectures especially actuarial and financial mathematics..at least I am not that damn boring when doing the calculus or algebra tutorial questions..

frankly, it's a bit hard for me but quite fun though..

well, this kind of stuff is the one that I will face in another few more years to come..computing the present value and accumulated value of cash flows either discrete or continuous, calculate the expected return of a project/investment, calculate the annuity,annuity due,perpetuity, bla bla bla and the list goes on and on..uh..

there's this one chapter from AFM A which I personally believe will be be the most hard..and it is the index-linked-gilt/bond chapter.. T_T owh, I can even start to feel the pain..it is so painful..

(it is painful)

as long as i keep on track, I think I will do fine in this course.. :)

much have been said and i better log off now..

till we meet again soon.. :)

wassalam..

:: an update at last ::

2010-02-26T00:53:00.002Z

:: may peace be upon you ::

:: after a long break (so called as hiatus..he3), now i came back to the blogging world :: pergh :: lots of things had happened ::

:: where should i begin with? ::

:: nada :: haha ::

:: i think that i am so lazy to update this blog :: unlike my other friends who are very keen on updating theirs :: this is just me :: lazy boy :; hizbul alifi :: lol ::

:: but one is better than nothing :: and better late than never :: duh ::

:: one thing to let u all know :: i am a bit busy this sem since a lot of things are going on ; never ending-course-work-arggh-i-hate-PDP-omaigod-i'll-be-dancing-next-month-and-i-am-the-choreographer-duh-fullstop :: plus, one thing that i think most probably happened by chance or luck was that i have been elected as the vice president for MASSUE :: owh, no :: this is totally not good for me :: i wanna be an ordinary people-who can laugh, cry, scream, yell, play and of course away of those liabilities and responsibilities :: sigh :: wish that ill be granted strength to endure this :: rudderless ::

:: lastly, happy belated birthday to my sexy, arrogant yet nice and lovely sister, kak deeya, my super handsome brother yet fat and a little chubby, abg.mi (:p) and my brother in-law, abg. aji :: happy birthday guys :: i wish that i can be with u guys to celebrate it together :: hu3 ::

:: owh and one more, a happy belated birthday as well to eirzreen and his twin eirzrein :: :))

:: ucapan daripada hati ::

2010-01-10T23:40:00.002Z

:: assalamualaikum ::

..post yang ringkas sahaja kali ini sebab sudah melanggar prinsip diri untuk post entry dengan cara scanning..aish.. :p

..ucapan terima kasih ikhlas dari hati untuk semua..

..benak berkata, semakin tua harimu, semakin engkau mendekati mati..

..ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu..

..moga2 hidupku selepas ini dibantu dan dipandu dengan jalan yang hakiki..

..lastly, 21 tu tua sangat ek?..

..haha.. :p

:: beauty in the pain ::

2010-01-03T19:12:00.003Z

p/s : please click on the image for better view..thank you.. :)

this is the way you read it..

by the way, i think it looks more like a diary rather than a blog..

erm..erm..erm..yes..i am unique..

:: i got new style..dont copy me :p ::

2010-01-01T18:56:00.002Z

:: routine : last day of 2009 ::

2009-12-31T23:15:00.006Z

:: assalamualaikum :: selamat sejahtera ::

:: woke up quite early today..

i took my breakfast at 9..

menu : ASDA SP coco rice+milk, bread with nutella spread on it, nescafe panas..perghh..mantap!!

:: 11 a.m decided to take my shower..

p/s : never use the word "bath" here for some good reason..he3..

:: after zuhur

i went to the kitchen and prepared my lunch..ahh..it snowed again..cold..i closed the window..Michelle (my kitchen mate..she's from Australia) came in..i think she just woke up..

:: 2 p.m - had a conversation with Michelle..i chose not to go out tonight..

MICHELLE : "its new year eve..u shud go out..there are a lot of things in the city..u shud enjoy urself..its the end of 2009..2010 is coming sooner..dont u wanna see the fireworks?"

ME : shrugged, and "nope" i preferred to not to go out..enjoy ur night MICHELLE!! he3..

MICHELLE : owh..okay..see ya later.. :)

:: 4.49 p.m (malaysian time)

i received a text from malaysia..its from my mom..wishing me a happy new year and a bright 2010..thank u..love u..

few minutes later..i received one more message from malaysia..this time its from Azri..my junior back in KYUEM..owh Azri, thank u for the message..i wish u a happy new year too..may 2010 promise u a lot of success!! yeah..see u in a few more months!! (in UK..not in Malaysia..he3) :p

:: in between asar-maghrib-isya'

ive been facebook-ing all the time..and not to forget, youtube-ing..me as usual, wasting the time..haha..on what? korean mv..suju is on top of the list now..haha.. :p ops..i am a korean addict now..he3..that explains why i really2 wanna go to korea..haha..

p/s : erm..sesape di luar sane yang nak minat korea gak, pastikan anda solat dulu yek.. :p

:: 9 p.m - feeling hungry..

me alone in the kitchen..having my so called dinner in the kitchen 26..ahhh..so calm..

menu : chicken curry with nan bread.. :)

:: all day long until 11 p.m ++++++

ive been messaging with this one senior..haha..shudnt mention the name here..lol..thanx for being a good senior..lol.. :)

:: right now..i reluctant to go to sleep..and m waiting for it.. :)

happy new year friends..

:: sekitar PMS ::

2009-12-29T23:43:00.002Z

:: assalamualaikum ::

:: sekadar hendak mencuba scan machine saye..he3..btw, saye ceritakan serba sedikit ye.. :)

:: gmbr pertama yakni yang di bawah ini adalah kertas undangan khas drp pelajar2 sheffield untuk ke "weekend @ sheffield"..erm, sorilah sebab macam ade line aje kan kat gmbr tue sebab saye scan ajo poster tu..erm, mgkn saye simpan terlalu lame kot..sampai jadi mcm tu kan? xpe, yang penting is the info..erm..jom pegi sheffield..sambil melawat2 sekali r yek..btw, kali ini saye xmao pegi dgn EMSA..haha..xmao bgtau kenape..yang penting xmau pegi dgn diorg..lol..xbest.. ops..sori.. :p

: gmbr kedua pula merupakan name tag saye mase PMS baru2 ini..erm..saye tahu siape pereka i.e designer kepade rekaan name tag ini..haha..herman bukan name sebenar telah menceritakannya kepade saye..die buat mende ni pon last minute katenye..tapi okay gaklah walaupon wrne die macam ala2 longlai je kan..yang penting isi PMS tue harus mantap.. :) erm..eman cakap, "kalau aku dah kene buat name tag ni, maknenye aku pon dah jadi ajk PMS 2009 r kan?" erm..fikir sejenak..mgkn betol..cuma dirahsiakan daripada orang lain.. ::wah, herman AJK PMS 2009:: ops.. :p

:: erm, actually this is a postcard given by a senior from London..lawa kan? erm..free ajo..haha.. :p terlepas plak..saye pon nak buat satu r..he3..boleh x? erm..pastu bagi kat sume orang..nampak kelas sikit..

:: tapi, mcm x up to date r plak kan? skarang teknologi dah canggih..xkan hantar2 post card lagi..haha..facebook sudehh.. :p

:: n E w l O o k :: w H o 0 p W h 0 O p ::

2009-12-29T17:04:00.002Z

:: my blog has a new look!! and i loike it..haha..will write new post later.. :)

picisan jek..

2009-12-27T20:42:00.002Z

assalamualaikum..

:: sedikit update ::

= sekarang ni winter break and yeah, as usual, its freaking boring weyh = sabar2 :( =

== perasaan pertame maen salji == sangat2 seronok..serious..macam rase nak bawak balik snow masuk bilik buat bed sheet sebab kat luar nampak macam cotton candy..tapi, xboleh sebab dalam bilik suhunya melebihi takat beku dan takat lebur..maka, ais akan cayer ==

=== baru balik dari perhimpunan musim sejuk yang memang sejuk tahap gaban..takot2 jek mati kesejukan kan..syukur Alhamdulillah, Allah masih panjangkan umur..tapi, PMS memang SERONOK..serious..rugi sesape yang xpegi mane2 winter gathering..PUISI ke, FUIYO ke, PMS ke..memang seronok dan mantap..setakat ni, sume akan cakap yang winter gathering mereka masyhok..especially makanan..erm..Alhamdulillah, dapat banyak ilmu and panduan..xsabar nak pegi PMS 2010..volleyh? ===

==== erm..sewaktu PMS, jmpe kawan sekolah lame saye wan tun tung..sangat happy sebab dah lame xjmpe die..xbanyak berubah..wan yang dikenali dulu masih seperti itu..serious x tipu sebab die hilang 40 pounds wktu kat PMS..erm ====

===== hari bertinju..sangat melaghokan..ops..diri ini tidak terkecuali..habes 70 pounds beli baju and seluar..aish..mintak yang diluar sane xbagitau sponsor saye yek..terima kasih..owh btw, baju2 yang saye beli sumenye harge die 20 pounds and below..murahkan? NEXT kot..full stop =====

====== sangat2 happy bercampur baur dengan perasaan sedih sebab 26 December merupakan hari lahir EMAK saya yang sangat2 saya sayang dan rindu..menangis wktu tipon from Loch Lomond..mak saye cakap die xsihat..erm..boleh xnak balik sekarang? ======

===== kejadian same berulang yakni tragedi menangis bile saye skype dgn ayah saye..dah lebih 2 bulan xtgk muke die..ayah saye nangis mase nampak saye and xmao ckp..puas saye pujuk suruh duduk depan lap top..akhirnye die duduk jugak..sayang mak dan ayah saye..anda di luar, jangan sekali2 derhaka kepade ibu bapa anda =====

==== xtahu sebab ape, hari ni saye demam and xlarat sangat nak buat ape2..tapi, saye baru balik dari Livingston, tempat shopping yang sangat mantap ====

=== keseorangan dalam bilik..sebab ramai yang balik untuk christmas dan new year and uni will be opened on january 11 2010..bayangkan betape sunyinye ===

== owh saye suka dengar aniq qayyum panggil saye ipi banyak2 kali..dapat maen sorok2 dgn die lagi mase tgh skype..die tahu uncle die xdek kat msia..so, die pon nak mean sorok2 r kan..erm..masih cube untuk belajar bercakap dengan bagus..moge ape yang nephew saye katakan adalah perkara2 yang bermanafaat kepade sume orang ==

= the end =

menanti cinta.......

2009-12-02T01:13:00.001Z

sejak lama aku berdiri
dalam sepinya rongga hati
tak satu pun burung
mampu menjawab

* hanya padaMu ku bertanya
lewat setiap sujudku ini
siapa kah nanti
cinta untukku

wahai penilai hati lihat batinku
nyaris bernanah karna luka tersayat
merana menantikan cinta dan kasih hidupku

rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
tuntun hatiku dalam sabar menanti jodohku

rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
namun harus ku ikhlaskan nasib cintaku padaMu

Tuhan beri aku cinta............

2009-12-02T01:11:00.001Z

Walau aku senyum bukan berarti

Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari

Ada yang tak ada di hati ini

Di jiwa ini hampa

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku

Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta

Namun ada saja cobaan hidup

Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Untuk temaniku dalam sepi

Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu

Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Aku juga berhak bahagia

Berikan restu dan halal-Mu

Tuhan beri aku cinta

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku

Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta

Namun ada saja cobaan hidup

Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Untuk temaniku dalam sepi

Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu

Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Aku juga berhak bahagia

Berikan restu dan halal-Mu

Tuhan beri aku cinta

p/s : ini adalah lirik lagu ayu shita dalam OST ketika cinta bertasbih..hayati bait2 lirik ini..

kemarahan tahap dewa..

2009-11-20T03:12:00.002Z

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

post kali ini khusus untuk menghilangkan perasaan marah yang teramat sangat dalam hati nie..

erm..telah diberitahu dalam post sebelum2 ini yang saye ade 3 orang rakan dapur yang bersame2 saye menggunakan dapur di Hall saye ini..well, diorg memang peramah..tapi, disebalik peramah itu, boleh kiranya anda menjaga tanggungjawb anda bagi memastikan kebersihan dapur kita itu tip top okay?

mahu dijadikan cerita, malam ini saye berbuka puasa bersama2 aainaa di dapur saya..

kemudian masuk seorang rakan dapur yang namanya tidak mahu saya beritahu kepada umum demi menjaga hubungan baik sesama sendiri..well, bilik die paling hujung..cukup..

die masuk dapur..tanye saye buat ape..saye jawab..pastu saye offer die ayam kurma yang saya masak..die xnak sebab nak makan pizza yang die amek drp freezer..xpelah kan kalau xnak makan..tapi, die dengan sambil lewa tidak menutup dgn rapatnya pintu freezer itu..waaaaaaaaaaa..sangat marah..tahu apa ada dalam freezer itu?

macam2..cukup..xmahu diulas lagi..tgk gmbr berikut..

inilah rupa keadaan di atas freezer saya..sangat tidak sesuai.. :(
sampah yang saye uruskan pembuangannye.. :(

pinggan mangkuk yang telah ditinggalkan like ages..basuh r wei!!

dan inilah freezer yang ditinggalkan tidak tertutup..

habis ayam, sotong, crab sticks dan fish fillet saye..lembik..owh tidak dilupakan ais krim yang dah jadi bubur..hu3..

maka, tolonglah pastikan pintu freezer ditutup RAPAT..

terima kasih..

harap maklum..

serious!!

2009-11-14T10:54:00.003Z

morning..

i woke up quite late today..

guess what..this has been like 2@3 times i dreamt of my family..huhuhu..

this means im in a serious situation..

sob sob sob

i am freaking serious missing them all..

wuwuwuwu..

owh summer..please come sooner..

enuf said..m addicted!!

2009-11-14T00:29:00.002Z

haha..

short post..

m addicted to korean songs now..

duh..

nothing can stop me..

wanna follow me to a korea trip?

m contemplating..

2009-11-13T23:45:00.003Z

assalamualaikum..

m counting minutes,hours,days and perhaps months of how long have i been in here-HWU..its a cool place..a very calm place, stunning scenery from the window (sunset and sunrise), and i have to admit, good people as well..lectures had been fun eventho some might be a little bit boring..i ended up facebooking or youtubing especially in Stats Class..i know its wrong, but its just that i cant stand with the pressure of listening to the one hour of non-stop lecture..u get what i mean right..haha..

sigh..(i promise to revise them on my own.. :) )

one thing for sure, frankly i never regret of being rejected by *S* coz i know He, up there has a better plan for me..and yeah, this is it.. "awesome!!"

wallaweyh..tonight i had a much much fun together with them..i made mee bandung..aak made damn good bread butter pudding and mouth-watering roasted chicken (i want some more..and more means fat..sigh) ayam kicap original from Piee..sambal udang petai syafiq,spagheti mamajiji,chaer's burgedil (i dont know how to spell it) and all foods..sorry to not mention here..cant really remember..but seriously, it made me felt like at home..home sweet home..huhu "homesick" haha and to jaimien,rahul,mo and leeroy..u guys cheered up our days..well, i loike the way jaimien call bandung.. "ala2 sengau"

erm..sorry to aisyah..no entry from london for the time being..m not so sure how does it feel to be in london..m far away from london..m in edin!! he3..ill try to put forth some efforts to post an entry while visiting london this upcoming weekend..yes!! m coming to london weyh.. ;)

last but not least, the sem exams are coming soon and m half ready..hu3..econs..why u r soooo cruel to me..pity on me..last night me said to aak " why do i have to study econs..u know that i have to study like all the A2 syllabus for like in one sem..and it is actually less than one sem as in 6 months..doesnt make sense!! help me " and aak said " hizbul!! keep on reading the textbook..stop watching the Gee Gee Gee MV!! " duh..

my friends out there who read this post..wish me all the best for Econs since it seems like it is killing me inside and you know how it feels right..hu3..painful..

~m trying hard to study econs..selak2 a few pages..contemplating..tutup the buku..simpan..tgk SNSD+2pm MV..so much fun~

meanderings 2..

2009-10-17T17:54:00.004+01:00

salam..

adik saye nak sangat tgk gmbr kat edinburgh..tapi, saye xbawa kamera dari malaysia and belom beli kamera lg pon..hu3..xdpt nak penuhi permintaan die..tapi, saye try gak..maaf ye kawan2 (iman,aak,maji and sume dak2 HWU kalau saye amek gmbr yg ade kat Facebook and letak sini..anda x kesahkan?he3..thanx..)

nanti saye try beli kamera yang murah..at least boleh upload kat sini and adik saye dpt r tgk gak..

:) by the way, saye sangat rindu sume org kat malaysia..hu3..setiap kali pikir mesti nak nanges..hu3..tapi, saye kene kuat..anak laki xleh nanges!!

untuk adik saye, xbyk sgt gmbr nie..tapi, nanti abg ipi try cari kamera and upload kat sini.. :) okay?

scenery kat edin bile malam..quite nice laa..

p/s : to ujer, ko nak kasut bola kan?abg ipi dah try tgk2..nanti bile dah sampai mase, abg ipi belikan ek..he3..

seminggu nie.......

2009-10-06T18:29:00.004+01:00

assalamualaikum..

erm..masuk hari ni, genap seminggu berade di bumi UK..to be more specific, edinburgh..alhamdulillah, so far xdek sangat halangan2 yg besar..kalau ade pon, syukur sgt2 sebab saye ade kawan2 yg nak tolong..

well, cukup seminggu gak saye baru kenal sorang kitchen mate saye yg name die Andrew..xsure die from mane..tapi, yg pasti not from edinburgh..accent english die agak pekat..so kalau ckp2 ngan die, saye mintak die ulang 2 3 kali..=( susah giler nak paham..and unfortunately, ade lagi 2 kitchen mates yg saye x jmpe2 lagi..one guy and one girl..kalau x silap, yg girl name die lucy..he3..itu pon andrew yg bagitau..thanx to Allah, diorg friendly and hormat saye..=)

seminggu masuk kelas? so far nan ado masalah..except for econs..haha..saye baru beberape kali masuk kelas econs..=P naseb baek xjauh sgt saye tertinggal kelas..=) dptlah paham sikit2 lagi..and baru seminggu saye masuk kelas, dah kene amek test algebra and calculus..erm..kene study nie..=P

cuace kat sini mmg sejuk sgt2 especially wktu malam and subuh..kalau tido, saye make sure tingkap ditutup sepenuhnya sbb saye x suke pasang heater dalam bilik nie..nanti bau semacam mcm ala2 hangit..so, saye kire sbg mengganggu hidung saye..and disebabkan cuace yg sejuk setiap mase, kulit saye mule menjadi very dry and mengelupas sikit2..agak sakit bile digaru..=( hu3..kalau kat msia dulu, saye selalu merungut sebab kulit selalu berminyak..tapi, skarang, minyak pon dah xdek..kene selalu pakai moisturizer plak..nak bagi kulit lembap..xpe..sekejap aje kate kawan saye..lame2 die akan okay..hopefully..=)

and dalam mase seminggu nie, saye makan mende2 yg bese2..kuey teow tom yam, bihun tom yam, maggee tom yam, yee mee tom yam and smlm makan ayam masak merah..he3..kalau tgk menu kat atas byk tom yam je kan? sebab itu jek yang saye dpt buat mase nie..xcukup brg2 lagi nak masak yg sedap2..hu3..windu giler nak makan kat rumah..nak makan mee kari mak saye..sob sob sob..xpe..nanti saye buat mee kari saye sndiri..=)

and last skali..yang paling penting..dalam mase seminggu nie, saye telah berjalan2 di bandar edinburgh yang indah permai juga..ditemani rakan2 msia yang laen..he3..sronok..terase ukhwah sangat2..malangnye, seminggu nie, saye x abes explore heriot-watt uni lagi..he3..hari tu saye sesat nak cari hall piee and shafiq..ntah mcm mane leh sesat..=p xpe..laen kali kalau ade mase, saye buat tour keliling HWU..he3..

ni gambar kat atas ape ntah..tapi kat calton hill..=)

sunset kat edinburgh..

actuary buddies..shafiq,piee and aak..=)

mmg dah jadi kebiasaan utk lompat2..=)

well..thanx to iman for the pics..

p/s : to juniors di KYUEM..dtglah Edinburgh..=)

mixture of feelings..

2009-10-02T07:15:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

Alhamdulillah dan syukur ke hadrat Ilahi..akhirnya saya dah pon ade di sini..heriot-watt university..walaupun lambat, tapi,rase seronok sangat2 sebab kawan2 dtg jmpt kat edinburgh airport..erm,semangat tolkan?he3..thanx maji, eirzreen, syafik, aak, and chaer..=)

okay, i got lot of things to tulis..plus, the hari raye things, and the journey to here..well..i make it short..

pasal hari raye, erm seronok sangat2 sebab sume dak2 yg pegi heriot-wall awal x sempat nak raye kat msia..tapi, saye diberi peluang oleh-Nya untuk raye kat msia sepuas2nye..seminggu beraye..mesti r sronok..tapi, kesian kat kwn2 saye yg dah sampai awal kat HWU..x dapat nak merase sangat lemang and keupat..xpe, saye dah pon makan bagi pihak diorg..=)

crite pasal raye, ape yg org slalu pkir? duet raye? betol skali..tapi, utk kes saye, bukan duet raye..tapi saman raye..duh..hari raye kedue jek saye dah kene saman 300 sebab potong double line kat satu kawasan di johor yang diberi name kulai..=( satu pengajaran besar bagi saye..hu3..tapi, ade pengubat utk saman yg perlu dibayar..he3..duet raye yg saye dpt hmpir 1000..=) walaupun dah 20, tapi, saye dpt duet raye paling byk dlm keluarga..=) percaye x?

please percaye..

journey to HWU..penuh onak duri dan ranjau bla bla bla bla..ditempuhi dengan suka da duka..

duh..of course sangat berduka sebab beg saye exceed the limit..39.2..hu3..i thought bnm will pay..rupe2nye, the money will masuk kat dlm akaun later..hu3..so, terjadilah proses mengeluarkan barang2 dlm beg dan buang yg difikirkan x perlu..=( maka, jadilah ia 31.4 kg..thanx pade kwn saye yg kerja kat counter mas tue, aliff..laen kali, kalau aku bawak brg byk2, aku gi jumpe ko lagi bleh? he3..thanx again..

then, wktu nak depart dah due..nanges2 sakan..hu3..weh, seriously saye nanges bagai nak mate..hu3..tapi, dah terubat bile sampai sini and semalam baru tipon mak saye gune skype..erm..teknologi di hujung jari..mudahkan? =) and, dalam flight yg same, ade yorke, cha'ee, juex, hadith, nazrin, jlo and liyana mutalib yg ke warwick..at least, saye x keseorangan..=) he3..tapi, bapak bosan kene tggu 5 jam kat heathrow utk fly ke edinburgh plak..dah r flight delay..dah masuk dlm kapal, tggu lagi sejam..huh..mati kebuluran!!

whatever pon, finally..here i am..heriot-watt university..a very cool and wow place to be..classes are great and the people are just awesome..wee..m happy m happy..

i think its enough..i need to study..well, study study study..he3..

wassalam..=)

terima kasih..

2009-09-17T04:15:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum..

this ramadhan has been so meaningful to me..i was tested..alhamdulillah..and there's hidden hikmah behind it..thanx again and i am super duper thankful..

erm, plus, this test had given me the chance of raya-ing in msia before i depart to UK..=) m so glad that i got this chance..owh..tharunye..=)

owh..before i forget about this one thing..i would like to thank to all people who had helped me to go through this test that is in my opinion is like one that is gonna kill me to death..just one more thing i wish to be done quickly..my visa application..owh Almighty God..please please please make it easy for me..amiin..=)

that's all and selamat hari raye aidilfitri to all muslim of all over the world..

meanderings..

2009-09-07T05:48:00.003+01:00

assalamualaikum..

salam satu malaysia!!

(please don't laugh..m not trying to be sarcastic okay..its just that i felt like wantd to say it out and yeah, I support 1 Malaysia..)

u r not surprise right? ain't u?

by the way, i preferred the one that jac sings..u got me right? =)

okayh..half of ramadhan al -kareem has gone and now left me the other half part of it..so sad..i wish that it could stay with me forever..u know, the calm it offers..quite hard to get once ramadhan leaves.. -_-..

one thing shocked me last night..smka peds is now a sekolah harian biase whereby, to those who live close to the school, are now have options either to stay in hostel or choose not to..it seems that the new principal pedas has now had opened up the chance to all students to think which is best for them..good thing to hear..well, anything could be better if u r willing to do so..

erm..this is just a short post..by the way, i wish everything's gonna be fine with me..=)

penantian = satu keperitan

2009-09-03T15:37:00.003+01:00

assalamaualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..hari ini, saya sangat berasa sangat letih..kerana pada hari ini saya keluar ke seremban atas urusan yang sangat banyak..tambahan pula, bulan puase..siape yang x penat..hu3..cuace pulak, panas terik..naek kerete kancil yang chumel..erm, nampaklah sikit elegant..

actually, hari ini saye ke jbtn imigresen, kedai gambar, jabatan kemas n.s,sekolah adik saye, pjbt pos dan tidak ketinggalan, masjid negeri..=)

erm, actually tujuan keluar hari ini sebab nak pegi buat pasport..walaupon bnm belum ckp ape2 lagi, tapi saye memasang langkah berjage2..sebab, heriot-watt akan memulakan sesi pelajaran pade 14 sept..visa plak akan amek mase 7-14 hari nak siap..aish..abeslah kalau lambat..ape2 pon, saye berharap agar semuanye berjalan lancar..hari ini jugak saye anta surat kat bnm..special saye tulis pade kak rafidah..sebab, die kate, management dprtmnt nye org atasan (gosh, penulian yg terok skali) bagitau yg diorg lagi prefer kalau amek pure actuarial science lagi bagos..tapi, tulah, kalau amek pure act.science, kene 4 tahun..aritu tipon ckp x leh 4 tahun..pastu tukar kos laen yg close related ngan act.science..3 tahun..ade prblm plak..tampo kang..he3..mane ade..memaen jek..sayang bnm..

=) erm..mintak2 r ayat2 bunga cinta saye pade kak rafidah berjaye melembutkan hati die..amin..

sementare tggu pasport siap, g r amek gmbo visa UK yg mahal hrgenye..rm 10 utk 4 keping..apekah? selalunye, kalau saye amek gmbr saiz pasport, saye byr rm5 utk 12 keping..sgt murah bukan? erm..xpelah..yg penting, saye dah pon amek gmbr tue..

( note : gmbr pade pasport saye xchantek..saye kini butak..make, kurg ensem..terpakse terime kenyataan..=(.. )

penantian ketike menanti siapnye pasport memang satu penyeksaan..begitu juge ketike nak tggu pggilan bnm..tiap2 jam tgk hndphne..x pe..hari nie, dalam nak menghilangkan penantian, saye ke masjid negeri..nyaman..ade air cond ketike solat..teringat plak kat kelas2 kat kyuem..sumenye ade air cond..chalet pon ade..tapi, musolla xdek..=( kenape ek..kalau ade, insyaAllah mesti ramai akan ke musolla..

lepas solat zuhur ade tazkirah 1/2 jam drp imam besar msjd negeri..seronok dgr tazkirah..dah lame x dengar..kalau pegi terawih, x dpt dgr sebab imam tmn saye skarang kurg sehat..salu x dek..and skarang nie pon mmg dah x dek sesi tazkirah mcm dolu2..

rindu nak rasai zaman kat bumi pedas lagi sekali..

nota kaki : semenjak dua menjak ini, saya suka tgk tv rancangan memasak..=)

finally an update!!

2009-08-14T16:38:00.004+01:00

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera..

(mode : normal)

pheww..its been a long time i did not update this blog..malas plus damn malas..haha..what else to say..i am pemalas..since left college, i became more malas..enuff!!

(mode : too disappointed)

by the way, I have my Alevels result officially..eventho i did quite bad but im hoping for miracle could happen..owh Allah, please give me second chance..hu3..i have this chance of going to Heriot-Watt but might be having some problems due to not-fulfilling-the-sponsor's-requirement..but i know that BNM is soooooo kind to give people like me another chance..puhlizz..=)

erm, i know that there are several people who did have the same problem like me..we're in the same boat but let's pray very hard so that Allah will hear us..insyaAllah, everythings gonna be fine..=) hopefully..so, dont cry cry r? chill dudes!! gee..

(mode : insaf)

next, to Azwan Ariff -my friend back in KYUEM..may Allah bless be always with you..i pray so that u will recover very2 soon..oh Allah, please give him (Azwan Ariff) good health and strong body..amiin..recover soon Azwan..i know u can do it.. (mari doa ramai2..)

(mode : riang ria dan tawa serta tangis)

i went to KYUEM today..omaigod..damn rindu..hu3..met azri,farid nazer,suman,imrul,haq,furqan and najib and everyone in KYUEM..owh the rest m so sorry..cannot write so long..he3..thanx for still loving me..ha3..gonna miss u all..study smart!! -wink wink-

owh, today i met midi..he's on his pre-departure camp with kpm..coudnt wait for a long time to have a chitchat with him..so sad..nvr mind, gonna mee ya in UK soon!! =)

(mode : alahai doktor..)

last but not least, to herman my dear (haha..) get well soon..i know u dah demam since 2 weeks ago..go and see that doc again and say to him..

" hello doc, kalau x tau nak rawat i..stop being a doc!! u'll cause lots of people dying "

haha..do take ur panadol and ubat batuk!! i know that recovery is painful..im learning it now..hu3..auch..it hurts..

can sumone please calm me??

gee..

EMAK..

2009-07-15T06:52:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

apa khabar hari ini? sihat? tibe2 kan nak tanye pasal sehat ke x..motiflah sangat2 ank tanye khabar korang..he3..tapi, mmg ikhas pon nak tanye..tibew..

berbalik pade topki diatas..hari ini, saye terbace post kawan saye..sangat menyayat hati..dan post kali ini, saye nak tujukan khas kepade insan tersayang yang saye panggil emak..

boleh anda imagine kan betape hebat golongan ibu ini? bagi saye teramat hebat..bayangkan, emak saye bekerje setiap hari daripada isnin hingga jumaat dan kadangkala ade event on saturday..tapi, still kerjekan walaupon kadang2..yang peliknye, sume kerje dpt buat eventho tahu yang ibu saye bekerje..

mcm contoh, kalau bgn pagi2, usually mak saye akan siapkan lauk untuk makan tgh hari since mak saye tahu yang saye x reti memasak selain drp masak nasi, jerang air, goreng telor, ikan, ayam dan perkara2 yang simple ajek..jadi,dalam kelam kabut, emak saye sempat untuk basuh baju menggunekan mesin sambil memasak..hebatkan? bayangkan, tangan yang memasak itu jugelah tangan yang membasuh dan membilas baju..pukul 7 dah nak gerak ke tempat kerje..tapi, semuanye siap on time..hebat..saye x dpt bayangkan kalau saye yang kene buat semua itu..

hari ini..sekali lagi golongan ibu ini menyebabkan saye rase amazed..begini, hari ini kami berpuase..make, emak saye x masak pagi2..tapi emak saye akan masak once die balik kerje..tapi, hari ini emak saye ade kerje extra..mesyuarat di Rembau..pukul 1 dah nak kene pergi (mesyurat start pukul 2) dan emak saye balik pukul 12 lebih..dalam saye x sedar..emak saye dah siap masak lauk untuk buke ptg nanti..erm..betape pantas seorang ibu buat kerje? x terjawab..tanggungjawab yang dipikul sentiase dilaksanekan dengan sempurna..siap baring sekejap untuk berehat dan kemudian mandi..keluar rumah tepat pukul 1..hebat..

kalau sayelah, lauk akan saye beli aje dan balik untuk berehat..malas nak buat sume bende..hu3..teroknye anak ini..malam hari tue, emak saye suruh saye cari rambut gatal kat kepalenye..ini kerje biase yang adik beradik saye buat bile bailk rumah..macam bayaran balik atsa ape yang mak saye dah buat untuk keluarge..tapi, still not enough..betol x?

aish..ape yang saye boleh buat?

makan tido aje ke?

i'm trying to be a better son..

Lanai Kijang 1

2009-07-13T07:18:00.004+01:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

dah lame blog ni x update kan? macam sarang yang terbiar..

hu3..sowi..actually, malas sebenarnye nak update blog nie..walaupon duduk kat umah x tau nak buat ape2, but nak update blog amatlah berat..tibew..

okaylah, saye macam rase nak update pasal lanai kijang..

hu3..x dek modal laen r..

dah ramai kot yang update pasal nie..

kat facebook, macam2 gambar ade..

korang tgk kat facebook jek r..

boleh?

tibew..

tapi, kesian kat kawan2 saye yang x dek facebook macam herma*..

macam mane ek?

tulah, dah suruh bukak account facebook x nak..

hamek ko..

tibew..

baiklah, mari mulekan satu2..

saye gerak ke lanai kijang hari khamis sebab x tahu di mane lokasi lanai kijang

walaupun disediakan map to lanai kijang..

saye habis belajar geografi waktu tingkatan 3..

atau lebih tepat 2004..kini tahun 2009..

make, skarang saye x tahu mcm mane nak tafsir peta..

betol x? sape setuju angkat tangan..

terima kasih..

saye berangkat pergi ke rumah syazzy ( syazwan zainal bagi sesiape yag x kenal ) pada pukul

2 kot..x hengat waktu sebenar..

naek bus nak ke k.l dan berhenti di central market..lebih kurang sejam ajo perjalanan nye..

mudah kan? tibew..

then saye amek LRT nak ke stesen KL sentral untuk amek komuter ke rumah syazzy..

sewaktu di stesen KL sentral, saye berehat sebentar untuk 15 minit..berat wo beg yang saye bawak..he3..pakaian untuk 5 hari katekan..

kuarkan telefon bimbit untuk menghantar pesanan ringkas kepada syazzy..

" syazzy, nak pergi rumah ko benti kat stesen mane? " tetibe lupe plak kan..

padahal dah penah pergi beronggeng kat umah syazzy sebelum nie..still lupe..

aish..macam mane plak bleh lupe..

dengan menggunkan kad touch n go, saye teros amek komuter ke pelabuhan klang selepas

berehat selame 15 minit..dalam komuter, ade sekumpulan pelajar yang baru

pulang dari sekolah saye jangke..erm..tahu ape maksud saye?

badan mereka hangit2 busuk..

pastu berdiri dekat2 dengan saye..

sambil melibas tangan dan berkate..

" excuse me..bleh x pakai deodorant laen kali? "

tibew..pastu buat2 x tahu sambil melarikan pandangan dari mereka..

erm..dramatik sungguh..

akhirnye..penyeksaan saye tamat apabile sampai kat stesen batu 3..

betol rupenye..kat stesen tu ade 3 batu..saye kire betol2..

sungguh..x percaye?

cube kire sendiri lepas nie..barulah anda tahu kebenarannye..

selamat mencuba saye ucapkan..

since kredit saye dah abes..tibe2 jek nak abes kan..

dah r x dek kedai top up yang terdekat..jadi, x bleh nak anta msg kat syazzy..

hu3..hampir2 menangis..tapi, saye teringat yang saye ade banyak wang syiling rupe2nye..

he3..saye pergi tipon syazzy..

syazzy, i've arrived at 3 stone station..could u please pick me up?

oh ya ya..sure..fair enough..tibewwwwwwwwwww..

sampai umah syazzy, sang herman belom samapai2 lagi..tapi, sang sayed yang dah ade sejak semalam..presiden muscom di liberalkan..

ops..statement berani mati..

sorry syazzy..x marahkan?

saye kemas2 barang, mandi dan solat asar..sambil tunggu sang herman dtg..

akhirnye, lebih kurang pukul 8 kot, sang herman memberitahu

syazzy yang die dah sampai..

syazzy dan ayahnye pegi jemput sang herman..berjemput bagai..

" woi jantan !! "

kenal statement ini? cube teke, siapekah manusia yang telah mengeluarkan

statement panas ini di rumah syazzy? padan muke ko..tahu pon malu..

hahahahahaha..tibew..

erm..sudah cukup panjang rasenye..

make saye simpulkan yang kisah lanai kijang ini akan ade sequence nye..

tibew..

erm, kepade sesiape yang dapat menjawab soalan saye di atas, akan diberikan

hadiah lumayan..

=) selamat mencuba..

p/s : cerita ini saye pendekkan kerane dulu2 ade sorang kwn saye ni yang suke post crite panjang2..so, ramai yang comment ckp crite die panjang..jadi, saye pon x nak mende yang same berlaku kat saye..tibe..belajar daripade kesilapan kan?

I ACTED !!

tibewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

mari berpuasa..=)

2009-07-01T07:16:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah, masuk hari ini, merupakan hari ketiga saya puasa rejab..

walaupon x dpt nak start 1 rejab yang lepas, still rase happy sesangat..

erm..

teringat waktu zaman2 mude di pedas..

bile bulan rejab je, pasti berduyun2 pelajar nak puase..

nak ambil berkat puase rejab katenye..

dan sewaktu di pedas dulu,

selalu senior2 BADAR (same macam MUSCOM) bagi tazkirah pasal fadhilat2

3 bulan yang mulie nie..Rejab, Sya'aban dan Ramadhan..

(x bermaksud bulan2 lain x mulie tau =) jgn salah anggap..)

katenye, Rejab itu bulan Allah, Sya'aban bulan Rasulullah dan

Ramadhan bulan Umat Islam..

ade senior saye yang ckp pasal puase rejab dan sya'aban ni sebenarnye

adalah sebagai latihan kepade umat islam bagi menjalani puase

Ramadhan kelak..

kalau nak berlari 100 meter pon ade latihan yang mantap, nak dapat all A's SPM @ Alevel kene buat latih tubi, dah tentu untuk melaksanekan amal ibadah kepade-nye ade latihannya

yang tersendiri..betol x?

kalau setuju tundukkan kepala..

terima kasih..

cuba teliti hadis2 di bawah..

erm..maaflah sekiranya x dpt paham sebab x dek baris..

sebab saye copy drp sebuah blog yang diyakini sahih..

1) Diriwayatkan oleh Imam Baihaqi daripada Anas , beliau telah memarfu’kannya : )

. إن في الجنة نهرًا يُقال له رجب، ماؤه أشدُّ بياضًا من اللبن وأحلَى من العسل، مَن صام يومًا من رجب سَقاه اللهُ من ذلك النّهر

"Sesungguhnya didalam syurga ada sebuah sungai yg dipanggil Rejab, warna airnya sangat putih dari susu, manisnya lebih manis dari madu, barangsiapa yg berpuasa satu hari dari bulan Rejab, maka Allah akan memberi ia minum dari sungai itu".

(2) Riwayat daripada Abdullah bin Said dari bapanya beliau memarfu’kannya:

مَن صام من رجب يوما كان كصيام سنة ومن صام منه سبعةَ أيّام غُلِّقت عنه أبواب جهنم . ومن صام منه ثمانيةَ أيام فُتِّحتْ أبوابُ الجنّةِ ، ومن صام منه عشرة أيام لم يسأل الله شيأ الا أعطاه الله اياه , ومن صام خمسة عشر يوما نادى مناد من السمأ قد غفر لك ما سلف فاستأنف العمل وقد بدلت سيِّئاتك حسنات ومن زاد زاده الله . ٍ

Barangsiapa berpuasa sehari didalam bulan Rejab seolah-olah dia berpuasa satu tahun , dan siapa yg berpuasa didalamnya 7 hari maka akan ditutup 7 pintu-pintu neraka Jahannam , dan barangsiapa yg berpuasa 8 hari maka 8 pintu-pintu syurga akan terbuka, dan barangsiapa yg berpuasa 10 hari, tidaklah jika dia berdoa melainkan akan dimakbulkan Allah, barangsiapa yang berpuasa 15 hari , menyerulah penyeru dari langit “ Sesungguhnya telah diampunkan bagimu perkara yang telah lalu maka dimulai amal yang baru , dan sesungguhnya telah digantikan segala kejahatan engkau dengan kebajikan dan barangsiapa yang melebihkannya maka melebihkannya oleh Allah”.

jika ditengok kepade mafhum hadis tersebut, dapat difahami yang kelebihan puasa rejab sangat besar..betol x?

make dengan itu, marilah same2 kita imarahkan bulan Rejab ini..

3 in the morning..

2009-06-30T19:53:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum..

at the moment this post is written, its already 3 in the morning and i am still not feeling sleepy..

i have nothing much to do except for blogging and facebooking..

owh..boredom is haunting me again..

what should i do ha?

can u please give me suggestions?

please please please..

i'm begging..

hu3..

owh ya, btw, ive changed my layout..

pretty cool ha?

he3..

angkat bakul plak..

tibe..

ops, i cant stop tibe-ing..

that tibe-ing thingy has almost been ' sebati ' with me..

cannot escape anymore..

eventhough i am writing in english..

tibe..

haha..

should i change it to suddenly?

or even nicer,

abruptly?

erm..not nice..

keep it like usual..

tibe..

friday till tuesday - im gonna have pre-departure

programme with bnm..

then, it comes my daunting BTN..

still dont know when..

but, definitley it will be the most terrible one..

haha..

early august then it comes my MOC..

10 august - OMG..

the result released..

cuak dowh..

haha..

cool man..

tibe..

do u notice?

this post is like

omg too serabut..

everything is everywhere..

erm..

ape tuh?

whatever..

is conservative mind the best policy?

2009-06-25T05:16:00.004+01:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

hari ini, saya kena kemas rumah sebab kakak saye mengambil tugas untuk memasak..

adik beradik katekan..kene saling membantu..

in addition, she'll be going to UTM this sunday to pursue her 1st degree..

so, nak x nak, kene r buat kerje..

sebab, by next week, there will be only me at home in the morning..

in conclusion, i am the only one who is going to clean and tidy up the whole house..

hizbul alifi is such a good boy..

he3..

okay, straight to the point..

post kali ini saye tulis khas bersempena dengan majlis besar2 besaran

salah sebuah kolej swasta terkemuka negara kite..

majlis tu digelar sebagai majlis remaja..

ape yang influence saye utk menulis pasal that particular event is

the behaviour of org islam skarang..

easy to say, melayu islam..

why?

okay, see it this way..

saye xnak la post kali ini menjadi satu bende yg akan mencetuskan huru hara..

tapi, i think it is my responsibility..

he3..

semuanye berkaitan dengan care orang kite berpakaian..

sebagai orang melayu, kite diajar untuk memakai pakaian yang decent

bagi menampakkan ciri2 ketimuran and what so ever lah..

and, sebagai muslim pula, kite dinasihatkan untuk berpakaian menutup aurat..

faham maksud aurat?

saye pasti, penduduk Malaysia sangat bijak..

maka, pasti tahu had2 aurat kite kan?

sayangnye, manusia zaman kini terlalu mengejar populariti sehinggakan

perkara2 utama yang harus kite ikuti pon kite tinggalkan..

bukan bermaksud saye nie sangat maksum ataupon sangat baik and ape2 jelah,

kakak saye pon free hair person, kdg2 saye try bagi nasihat..

Alhamdulillah kalau die follow..

tapi, bertawakal sepanjang mase..

Cume, saye agak terkilan apabila ade saudara kite yang

seakan kurang pertimbangan dalam memikirkan

hal2 macam nie..

memang benar orang kate,

" kubur lain2 "

tapi, ade plak sesetengah orang cakap, (kemungkinan, mereka bercakap besar)

x nak kubur sebelah kau..takut kau bising..

paham? kalau ye, angguk kepale..

thank you..macam mane tu ek?

erm..saye ingin menasihatkan kepade semua rakan2 saye yang

bakal melanjutkan pelajaran ke luar negare, marilah same2 kite miningkatkan iman dan taqwa..

kite hanyalah manusia biasa yang imannya turun dan naik pada setiap mase..

acapkali kite diingatkan untuk meningkatkan taqwa apabila mendengar khutbah jumaat..

respons anda?

bagaimana?

ambil endah x endah?

fikir2 kanlah yek..

bukan bermaksud ingin menghasut pemikiran yang jahat kepade sesiape sahaje..

tapi, atas rasional saye ade kewajipan..

kewajipan setiap muslim yang kekal hingga akhir hayat..

untuk berdakwah..

dalam apa cara sekalipun..

moga kita sama2 ambil iktibar..

akhir kata, jom pergi MOC 2009..

sesape yang berhajat nak join lagi,

jangan segan2 silu nak contact saye, mahupon iman, paklah, luttpphi ataupon mane2 committee MOC 2009 yek..

wassalam..

2009-06-23T14:35:00.005+01:00

so, post yg ini saya tatapkan kepade anda, sebahagian

gambar2 yang diambil semase awards day kyuem last

saturday di dewan mega..tibe..

naqiuddin bersame guru memasak yang paling beliau sayangi..tibe..

this is my mama..

cewah..statement tu..

no lah..she's my further pure teacher..

the best pure maths teacher ever !!

me and naqiu..

gonna miss his lame jokes..

erm ceh ceh erm..

me, with sulwan and herman..

the one at the front is sulwan..

very macho guy right?

iylia, me and diyana zuraimi..

the hot chicks..

erm..sorry..=P

the macho mamat and midi..

midi !! tkc menang dowh orchestra ritu..

tau x?

erm..tibe..

me with nonnel..

bakal ke LSE juge bersame2 saye..

insyaAllah..

fatin!! my further pure classmate..

she's awesome eventhough she is a year younger than i am..

hu3..slalu tanye kat die bile ade problem..thanx fatin !!

(to safu : dont mean to take her from u)

tibe..

aak !!

rakan saye jugak..

untuk kelas further pure dan further applied..

die paling hebat..

dapat award scholar of the year..

memang tidak dapat disangkal lagi..

the best historian..

tibe..betol ke?

papelah..

attiyaa..my pure and appplied classmate..

utk makluman, hanye 3 org jek rakan kelas applied saye yakni

nonnel, aainaa and attiyaa..

club house members..

muke2 macho..

me and diyana zuraimi..

muke die macam stacy af6 kan?

thats why i like her..

herman si hudoh..

best supporting actor for 2 years in a row..

hebat!!

lepas nia kan bekerje sebagai

mathematician di BNM sambil membuat

part time kerje sebagai pelakon..

tibe..

gambar rambang..

we are ready for the procession..

za'aba, shouk, sulwan, syafik yazid..

beberape kerat daripade 216 org yang grad..

award's day - gembira campur sedih..

2009-06-23T14:12:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

post kali ni, khas bersempena dengan award's day last saturday..

erm..seriously and frankly, aku riiiinduuuu dengan korang sume..

hu3..ini bukan tibe tapi betol2..

aku x de selera nak makan sangat..hu3..asyik makan durian jek..

hu3..

tibe..ade kaitan ke?

ini sebahagian daripade kawan2 yang sangat aku sayang..

hu3..im missing u guys sesangat..im dying..

tibe..eyh bukan tibe tapi betol2..

hu3..

inilah kawan2 sechalet aku yang sangat2 cool r..

iman, sorry tau kalau2 selalu buat bising especially bile kau ade block one keesokan

harinye..tibe, skema plak..

hu3..smart kan kami berblazer hitam?

utk makluman pembace yek,mane2 yg x kenal kwn2 aku nie..

tepi dari kiri : iman ehem2, penulis, za'aba, shukri hariri..

kali nie, post segak ala2 james bond..

erm ceh ceh erm erm ceh..

tibe..

=P im missing the moments very much..

waaaa dah banjir !!!!!!

okayh, this is the whole club house p20 members..

we are so rocks !!

tibe..nak ditulis kesemue name mengikut position adalah mustahil..

sebab, nie x straight ( can u catch it? tibew!! )

so, aku bagi list penuh r ek..

1. penulis

2. shouk

3. za'aba

4. iman

5. herman

6. syazzy

7. midi

8. sulwan ( tiada dalam gambar )

9. puchea

10. eirzreen

11. luttphi

12. syafik yazid

erm, sorry ek..gambar sulwan xde lak dalam nie..

die mamat paling hot waktu tue..

so, ramai wewanita yg nak hamek gambar

dengan die..

tibe..

entry lepas nie khas akan saye paparkan gambar2 mase award's day ek..

moge terhibur and dapat menyembuhkan luka yg lara..

hu3..

exam is finally over !!

2009-06-15T15:54:00.003+01:00

salam perpaduan !!

post kali ini khas untuk exam alevel yang lepas..tibe..

erm..dari mane nak start?

x tau r..

sebab saye ade 9 papers..

banyak kan?

x sebanyak kawan saye yg laen actually..

tibe..

x pea ah..

saye ringkaskan ek..

- 1st paper

subject : physics paper 5

comment : boleh r..walaupon ade wat silap budus,hu3..tapi yakin gak !!

-2nd paper

subject : chem practical

comment : macam bese..mesti ade 1 soalan yg macam tahi telah kuar..hampir2 x siap..tapi siap gak..huh..

-3rd paper

subject : further pure

comment : 10 soalan yg pertame agak senang dan berjaye menyiapkan kesemuanye..tetpai, hadapi maslah pade soalan no.11 dan 12..huh..vectorq question..vector further dan vector spaces..menci3..x suke vector..hu3..papepon, syukur sebab ibu kesayangan yakni dr.bano sangat gumbira..maka, saye pon gumbira..tibe..

-4th paper

subject : further applied

comment : macam nak hantukkan kepale lepass abes exam..mungkin lebih terok kerane tarian sotong tidak dapat nak dibuat..maknenye, soalan sangat2 sotong !! huh..terima kaseh CIE kerana soalan2 yg sotong itu..sadis..maka dengan ini saye menyotongkan diri selepas paper applied..tibe..hahahaha..

-5th paper

subject : physics paper 4

comment : quoted from dr.ford.. " the question paper was fucking hard " maka, komen saye, soalan memang sangat susah..dr.ford pon ckp susah apatah saye, student bese..hu3..sotong lagi..tapi x puas hati sebab ade dak kolej persediaan alevel kat hulu2 kmpg yg cikgu die bagi jawapan..alamak terbagitau pulak..x adil !! kitorang menyotong sebab paper susah, korang plak bersenang lenang nak salin jawapan..huh..haruslah korang menyotong kat uni nanti..tibe..bukan tibe lagi tapi betol2..huh..

-6th paper

subject : chem paper 4

comment : saye telah kepenatan kerana sudah 2 hari berturut2 amek exam..subject killer2 plak tu..frther pure,frther applied,physics ngan yg ni plak chem paper 4..actually paper ni after physics paper 4..tp paper die ptg..alhamdulillah, bleh saye katekan yg paper kali ini okay2 jek..suam2 r..nak kate susah sgt, x delah..still bleh jawab gak..amiin..erm..no more menyotong..tibe..

-7th paper

subject : chem paper 2

comment : standard macam paper nov 08..cume waktu nie,saye demam..x berape sihat..dah 3 hari demam..saye telah cube yg terbaik..trimas kepade shouk kerane sangat caring menjage saye selame saye demam..hu3..tibe..

-8th paper

subject : chem paper 5

comment : paper yg sangat susah..amek mase 30 minit utk lukis graph..ended up lukis graph yg sanagt2 mengelirukan..tapi, ade gak r markah..tibe..sayangnye, seorang kawan saye x dapat terbang dengan jayenye selepas menghabiskan paper terakhir alevelnye..hal ini kerane semalam (the day before the paper, one of my friends told me that esok he's gonna fly without wings sebab otak die dah clear from any exam..tibe, iman ckp..jom wat teka teki either kawan saye nie dapat terbang ke x..terbukti, die x terbang2 jugak sebab die kate paper sangat susah..yakni, die x terbang dgn jayenye..tibe) sorry kepade kwn saye..at least, name dirahsiekan..

-9th paper aka last paper

subject : chem paper 1

comment : banyak soalan past year..saye jawab dgn tenang..

he3..

itu jek kot..xdek lagi comment2 pasal exam lg sebab x nak pikir byk2 dah..skarang nie saye serahkan sumenye kepada yg ESA..saye doa banyak2 supaye dipermudahkan urusan penandaan paper exam saye..moge Allah membantu..saye nak ke LSE..hu3..

same2 kite doa ye..tibe..

=) eh bukan tibe, betol2 yek..

=) p/s : menyotong disini x bermaksud menjadi sotong tetapi merasekan yg paper sangat susah..ape yg anda akan buat apabile paper exam sangat susah? pasti akan meroyan ala2 sotong kan? he3..pikir2 kan..

no more stress..

2009-06-10T10:19:00.001+01:00

assalamualaikum..

maka dengan ini saya ishtiharkan bahawa saya telah habis siksaan A-Level..

tibe..

itu jek sebenarnye..

nanti saye hupdate lagi yek..

it's done..

2009-05-07T10:47:00.003+01:00

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera..

hari ini, im gonna share with all of you something that I have to tell..

seriously, there are a moment of frustration and depression, humiliation, and satisfaction..

erm..which one to start first?

let us start with the sad one..

he3..

it began like this..

once i have made up my mind about my FIRM and INSURANCE uni, instantaneously i sent an e-mail to one of the scholarship advisors of *** telling her that i wanted to go to LSE and HW (insurance). the day later, she replied me back and i was so happy to hear that i was allowed to go to LSE. so, i applied for the accommodation since i wondered that i might not get any room available for me..hu3..and everything was okay till last tuesday..

however, that evening, someone sent me an SMS.

i opened it and read it..

glurp..was it for real?

damn..

"what am i supposed to do?"

- LSE is not in the list..do you know about that? -

what the h***?

i've sent an email about week ago and they said it was okay but now, suddenly they canged their mind..i was so angry and felt like having no mood at all to do any revision..and i heard that one of the girl who was planning to go to LSE either cried once she looked at the Uni. list that was proved by ***..it was a sorrow moment for me to think about it again and again..

the next day, i decided to give a phone call to my sponsor..

i tried about few times in the morning and unfortunately to say, there was no response at all..

they did'nt pick up the phone..well, some people said that they were busy doing the interview for the new batch..okay, fine, i gave a chance to them..

again, after the class, i called them and there was one guy who answered my phone call..he seemed knew nothing about this and i started to become a bit angry lah kan..but likewise, i pretended not to be that marah..i talked slowly and humble-ly..

"okay adik, can i have your details and i'll try to call you back later?"

a minute later, i got a phone call from ***..

"erm, this is kak ct..what's the problem adik?"

regarding my FIRM uni..LSE !!

erm, sadly to say that only CITY and HW are in the list..

i answered, BUT, about months ago when i started applying for uni placements, i did ask *** about the uni that are approved by *** and i am pretty sure that LSE is in the list..

- owh really? - hold on, wait a minute - ( i could hear a conversation of two people about LSE at the back )

- erm, adik i am so sorry..yes, LSE is in the list..you may proceed..thak you -

YAHOOOOOOOO !!

thank GOD..

eventually, after a tight fight, i won..

tibe..

well, i've made a pledge not to care about it anymore..

- tibe -

~~ depression and satisfaction ~~

2nd part of the post title..

HUMILIATION..

well, before you read this, promise me that you'll never tell this to anybody..

promise? - okay..i may proceed..

it happened ths morning..while i was waiting outside the class..

it was block 2..

so, i must be 5 minutes earlier..

it is dr.bano..

what do you expect from her?

a torture?

well, to an extent..it is quite true..

- u have to be early for the class but at the same time you have to be the one who's going to get out from your class ten minutes after the real time over - full stop -

huh..okay. lets begin..

while i was standing next to this super duper active girl namely, ju**..we heard a sound and that sound was very familiar to me..

"bunyi ape tu ah?" she asked me..

let me check..owh, it came from the IT centre.. - condifent -

- proceed -

now i was in the class..and some were late for the class..

again, i heard that so familiar sound for the second time..

this time, the door was opened..

and she asked - where does that sound come from? -

as a good student, i understand very much about my teacher..

she does not like the phone ringing in the class especially hers..

and, the sound emerged loudly from the back..

the whole class like looking at me..

and, sh**..

i realised that it came from my phone..and that was why i was pretty familiar with that freaky sound..it was my alram!! forgot to switch it off.. - im gonna die -

so i pretended like i dont know nothing..

i switched off my phone and hoped that it would not ring again..

however, 5 minutes later, while i was answering a vector question, that sound came again..

this time, it was from my bag because i put my handphone inside of my bag..

what to say..this time, her face was so damn marah..

i took my phone, switched it off and said, I AM SO SORRY DR.BANO..

hu3..what a big humiliation..

fortunately, one thing for sure, she did not say anything..

so i continued doing my homework..

later, i heard this one big guy who sat next to me, LUQM** was chuckling..

" apsal ko gelak ha?"

- x dek r..aku terpikir pasal kekurang pandaian ngko tadi..tadi waktu kat luar ko ckp bunyi tu daripade IT centre..rupe2 nye alarm anset ko..apelah ko nie.. -

full stop..again, a HUMILIATION..

damn !! what a bad day..

and during lunch hour, i did not take my lunch because i was full..

went to the cafe and ordered a teh o ais limau - bungkus..

i waited for ages..and they could not make a teh o ais limau for 30 minutes..

bongoknye org2 di sane..

malas nak crite panjang2..

and for sure, today i learnt something new..

boycott cafe for a day..

LEMBAB !!

- extra note : azri waited for me for another minutes..and still, no teh o ais limau bungkus for me..inefficient CAFE!! - thanx azri by the way -

mase yang suntuk..

2009-05-02T20:03:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

masa cuti saye selame 3 hari ini sangat2 suntuk..

mane taknye..bleh dikatekan, produktiviti is less than 70%..

erm..mungkin sebab memang saye ini adalah seorang pemalas atau mudah

influenced by surroundings..

ape2 jelah..

tapi, saye selese sangat cuti 3 hari ini..

at least, saye bleh kosongkan fikiran saye tentang kolej..

and, alhamdulillah, dapatlah hilangkan segala tensi yan ade..

cewah..

percutian 3 hari di denai alam bolehlah dikatekan macam percutian bulan madu..

tibe..

kenape?

sebab saje2 jek saye nak cakap percutian bulan madu..

( sebenarnye telah terpengaruh dengan siri the nanny tadi..i've been watching 3 episodes in one night and it did touch about honey moon..and that was why i was thinking about my honeymoon..tibe..ade kaitan ke? )

erm..tatkala saye menulis post kali ini, kakak saye nie, yang angan2nye ingin stay up, unfortunately telah berlayar ke seberang..dah tido pon..

tulah,ckp jek lebihkan nak stay up konon..

ade exam r..

bla bla bla bla bla..

eventually, ended up sleeping with books on top of her face..

lol..

and i am still not sleeping yet ( at 3 in the morning) becoz i feel like something is not right..

tibe..nak jadi psycho kan? motif sangat..

ape2 jelah..

mungkin disebabkan cuace kat luar yang hujan plus keadaan dalam bilik yang bising disebabkan kipas yang sangat mengganggu dan menyakitkan telinga had triggered my uneasy feeling..

erm..wondering giler nie..

by the way, weyh, nadal masuk final lagi dol..

support him to the fullest tau !!

go NADAL !!

beat that - looking to defend Rome title this week guy - daa..

tibe..

k r..

i better go to sleep..

its 3 in the morning..

bilekah saye akan bangun esok pagi?

denai alam..

2009-05-01T18:46:00.001+01:00

salam and good malam..

tibe..

ini hanye post yang pendek sahaje..

skarang nie saye di denai alam..

umah abang saye yg heaven..

tibe..

tibe tibe tibe..

tatkala exam menjengah..

2009-04-29T14:40:00.002+01:00

salam..

satu bulan lagi sebelum exam final Alevel saye bermule..
takotnyer !!
erm..tatkala inilah ramai yang sibuk dengan ulangkaji yang x abes2..
baru mule nak menyesal sebab x study awal2..
and ade jugak yang buat x tahu even exam nie memang penting bagi diorang..

ape2jelah..asalkan mereka bahagia..
erm, 1st paper saye 20 mei..
physics paper 5..diikuti dengan chem paper practical..
dan seterusnye..x ingat plak..

dulu, waktu nak spm, saye ingat lagi..selalu ustaz farizan dtg dorm borak2 - waktu die jadi warden r..erm..caring kan?
tapi, skarang nie, dah xdek lagi cikgu yang nak dtg menjengah..
hu3..x pe..kawan2 ade..so, study r ek !!
go hizbul go !!

esok hari khamis..saye pikir macam nak balik umah..
sebab cuti 3 hari..bersempena dengan cuti labour day..
tapi, ape yang saye takot, bile balik umah, x berape nak study..
sebab banyak gile dugaannye..and, saye x tertahan..
hu3..sedihkan?
tapi, saye nak jugak balik..
rindu !!

erm..tatkala exam menjengah jugak, tetibe BNM lambat nak approve uni2 saye..
tatkala exam nak menjengah nielah saye kene reply offers yang saye terime..
lambat nye..(betol betol betol)
pagi tadi, KPM baru approve uni scholars mereke..
tatkale exam nak menjengah nilah ade sponsor yang menyebabkan student rase keciwa..
yelah, ape yang diharapkan, laen yang dapat..
ape ni? what happens to my malay?
macam chaos jek..tibe..

okaylah..quite long nie..
i better do some revision..
further..owh further mathematics..
why ur so damn freaking easy?
hu3..

wassalam..

friends are awesome

2009-04-26T04:55:00.002+01:00

salam..

this is just a note for me to ponder..

since i have less than two months left for me to stay in this such an awesome i must say, KYUEM, friends here are indeed diamond to me..

they are my best buddies ever..

we've went through sweets and bitters together, and i hope that we might end up succeed together..

duh..such an emotional post..hu3..

by the way, today i got something new..

i found three of my valuable friends' blogs (from pedas) after these 3 years away from them without any news..alhamdulillah..they are indeed brilliant..two of them are tahfizah ( is there such a word like that coz for a man will be tahfiz, so i assume for a woman is tahfizah..the opposite of muzakkar will be muannas..am i right? whatever..he3.. )

and currently pursuing their studies in USIM i guess coz i heard some news from my friends who studied in USIM a few months ago saying that these two girls were doing medicine at USIM after graduated as tahfizah from darul quran..well, these two girls are very amazing..hu3..i envy them !! full stop..

and the other one is t-rex ( the one that we used to call to back in pedas )..she's currently in jordan doing arabic language if im not mistaken..phew, brilliant girl..

( balik nanti ajar aku arab tau..dah lupe banyak nie..tq =) )

i got something to do now..

wassalam..

enjoy weekend !!

FIRM dan INSURANCE saye

2009-04-20T11:22:00.004+01:00

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

hari ini badan saye kurang membenarkan saye untuk bermaen2 di luar chalet..
tambahan pula dengan cuaca yang sangatlah panas..bahang yang kian dirasa hingga ke tulang belikat..(apekah?)..it was like.........

actually, hari ini saya gembira kerana pada malam ini nan ado test further pure kerana ditunda pada malam esok..(yes !! thank you dr.bano)..

oleh hal yang demikian, dapatlah kirenye saye untuk mengulangkaji serba sedikit further pure yang telah ditinggalkan pengajiannye selame 3 hari..mane tidaknye, selame 3 hari itu saye berade di rumah..tempat paling selesa katekan..lol..
sebab itulah x wat revision pon..
( aish..dasar x sedor diri walaupon exam bakal menjengah )

tapi,saye sedih kerana kekasih saye - qayyum kurang sihat di rumah..
dan saye mule merinduinye..hu3..nak balik..actually, badan saye kurang sihat pon sebab merindukan si dia..hu3.......

ops, hampir terlupe..sewaktu sekembalinye saye ke rumah, ade sebilangan besar warga rukun tetangga KYUEM yang menyertai House Trip ke pelbagai destinasi cantik yang ada di Malaysia..kalau nak dikupas satu persatu..
erm..x cukup satu post..tapi, cukuplah saye katekan yang ade pelbagai comment dan reaksi yang diberikan oleh warga KYUEM..

duh..sebenarnye title post nie berkaitan ngan sayenye pemilihan universiti yang bakal saye masuk pada bulan september ini sekiranya tiada aral melintang..insyaAllah..

maka dengan ini, saya mengesahkan bahawasanya saye telah confirm untuk me-reply kepade UCAS walaupon belom mendapat approval daripade sponsor saye lagi..he3..

tapi, saye sangat suka suki kerana LSE yang baik hati telah memberikan conditional offer yang baru kepade saye..

sayang sama kamu LSE..
=)

FIRM : London School of Economics
Course : Bsc Actuarial Science
Duration : 3 years
conditional offer : setelah meng-consider semula offer yang sebelum ini, kami ingin menawarkan anda untuk masuk ke LSE..tapi, dengan syarat yakni mendapat 3A termasuk maths june 2008 dan bolehlah kirenye tuan menghantar verified copy of your june 2008 mathematics alevel yek..cepat sikit tau, before 14 august..yang lagi 2 A tue, x kesahlah daripade mane2 3 subjek kamu tue yek..
keputusan ujian bahasa inggeris : tidak diminta..Alhamdulillah..=)

comment : yay !! suka suka suka suka suka

INSURANCE : Heriot Watt University
Course : Bsc Actuarial Science
Duration : 3 years

Conditional Offer : make kami daripade Heriot Watt berbesar hati untuk memberi conditional offer kepade tuan dengan syarat minimum kemasukan adelah 2A dan 1B daripade mane2 subjek Alevel yang tuan ambil..tetapi, salah satu daripade A yang kami nak tu, mestilah daripade mathematics tau..dan, lepas IELTS overall 6.5 jek yek..x nak lebih2..ops, lupe plak nak bagitau yang offer nie adelah untuk 2nd year entry..Tahniah kepade anda..
=)

comment : terima kasih HW..

okaylah..dah panjang nie..nak mandi..nak siap2 untuk solat maghrib dan nak pergi study kat RC..
he3..
tata..wassalam..
=)

kembali

2009-04-11T14:42:00.002+01:00

assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, setelah hinternet connection di KYUEM terchenta innew kembali pulih, dapatlah saye menghupdate ape2 yang perlu..

gee..semalam baru jek abes trial exam and hari innew saye x dek ape2 papers..

seronok, bangun awal and menonton 3 muvie sambil menunggu rakan2 laen yang hamek econs and physics balik dr great hall..

kemudian lunch same2..

tempat ~ meja agam p20..motif kan nak ade meja agam skali setelah adenye chalet agam..

ops lupe plak, ade gak meja agam p20 kat rc..

semalam, sangat seronok maen basikal..

rayau2 kat lembah beringin sambil menghirup udare segar..

pastu kayuh2 sampai depan umah pn.jue..

indah sungguh rumahnye..

selang beberape minutes kemudian, nampak pn.sheila memandu ferrari beliau sambil mengambil selekoh tajam dan terus berhenti di hadapan sebuah rumah agam yang sangat2 flora..indah nian pemandangan dari luar..

tampak suci daripada dirobek kerakusan nafsu buaya manusia yang mahukan kemajuan..

erm..pn.sheila baru balik lepas invigilate trial paper chem semalam..

huh..paper chem semalam sangat2 mudos !!

kemudahannye tahap dewa sehinggakan saye langkau question no.1..

x berjawab..

andaian : pn.laili x pernah ajar..

konklusi : x payah jawab..

senang kan?

pastu ade 11 soalan..

untuk menjawab 4 soalan pertame (x termasuk soalan no.1), saye mengambil mase selame 1 jam 5 minit..matilah kalau x sempat siap..mase tinggal 40 minit jek..

hu3..lantas, tindakan pantas dibuat dengan menjawab soalan2 dengan cepat..kurangkan sikit berfikir..asalkan dpt jawab sume soalan..

tapi, ape die solution yg warne pink..

soalan die, by referring to data booklet, explain the pink colour solution formed..

motif kan nak rujuk data booklet..x pernah ade ape2 info drp data booklet tue yang ckp ade ion2 nie yg boleh form solution berwarne pink..

tinggal..x pe..2 markah jek..

~~ tibe ~~

tambah perit bile soalan2 blakang tu banyak tajuk organic yg x pernah jumpe lgsg..

tapi, Alhamdulillah r..dpt gak jawab mane2 yg patot..

syukur.......

erm....dah r..

malas nak post panjang2 cket..

wassalam..

selamat berchuti dan selamat menonton muvie yek..

~~ tibe ~~

exam..

2009-04-03T08:02:00.001+01:00

2 minggu untuk revise sendiri bersempena trial..

wish me and all of my frenz all the best..

2009-03-13T03:48:00.002Z

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

dah lame tidak update blog nie..

walaupon cuti..

and tenet kat rumah is much better than kat college..

though, im still lazy to update..

cayalah korang yang ghajin update hari2..

tahniah2!!

semalam result spm kuarkan?

tahniah r ek kepade sesape yang dapat result gempak..

erm, x lupe gak aku nak wish skali lagi kat juniors aku yg kat pedas tue..

tahniah r ek..

Alhamdulillah, still ade lagi generasi straight A's SPM semenjak batch aku

yang mempelopori..cewah..

tapi, saye agak kecewa r..

sepatutnya, SMKAP mampu lahirkan lebih ramai generasi straight A one..

malangnye, ramai daripade bekas top student dah masuk SBP2 yang lagi melertz..

macam KISAS, SASER, dan lain2 lagi..

and bile saye tanye yang dah pindah2 tue, sume cakap yang diorang dapat straight A one's..

sedih..

alangkah bagusnya kalau mereka masih di SMKAP..

x pelah..yang penting, SMKAP tetap di hati saye..

go SMKAP !!

i know u can do it..

yeah !!

erm..nak ngomen cket pasal result SPM semalam..

statistik membuktikan ramai calon yang attempt soalan dalam english rather than

malay language..

well, im gonna say its a good improvement compared to last year..

but, im a bit confused regarding this matter - teaching maths and sciences subjects in english..

is it a harsh? a detriment to someone's success? or an attempt to abolish our mother tounge language? tepuk dade tanye selera..

as an A-level student, i believe that learning maths and sciences subjects in english is very good and one of the effective ways to improve the english standard among malaysian especially students..

as the last batch who took maths and science in malay language during SPM, i admit that it was quite hard for me to adapt the learning approach and to understand at the same time once i started my A-level course..

well, ever since i was in secondary school, i have never approached to learn maths and science in english..its a frustrating moment i must say during my first sem studying A-level..

i found it really hard to understand especially chemistry..i was struggling till the end..fortunately, i found myself comfortable with the approach during my second sem and it was not too late..right? but, what can i say is subjects like mathematics, further mathematics, chemistry and physics ( which i'm currently took ) do really need good basic in english..

no matter how many A's you got in SPM, if you are not familiar and ready to study maths and scineces subjects in english..you'll definitely find it hard to adapt it quickly..this was not only happened to me..one of my friends thought the same thing as well..

alas, there are some difficulties to forge this method of learning to a better one..

ape2 pon, saye pencinta bahasa..

in fact, i love malay language..

sayelah pembahas ketiga bahasa melayu SMKAP if u wanna know..

cewah.. - peacock moment - lol..

renung2kan dan selamat beramal..

cuti !!

2009-03-06T17:06:00.002Z

yay..

i am home eventually..

home sweet home..

got a lot of things to do during this two weeks break..

revising, studying, sleeping, reading, painting, outing..

erm..

no more IELTS class after this..yay !!

2009-02-28T07:56:00.002Z

pertaining to title mentioned above, i am officially free from any IELTS class now..

such a big big big relief..

lol..

ah, malas nak comment panjang2 pasal IELTS tadi..

tunggu result jek yek..

ape2 pon, i'm hoping to get at least 7 overall and for each components coz

LSE required me to get so..

otherwise, the offer is gone..

well, im kinda lazy to update this blog apparantly..

coz im gonna put all the focus on further maths, chemistry, physics and not to forget - Him..

the One and only ONE..

if i have something that is engaging to tell, ill post later..

till then, enjoy ur life as long as you can..

standing ovation !!

2009-02-21T05:22:00.002Z

assalamualaikum and good morning..

yesterday night, i went to istana budaya with a bus of friends of kyuem to watch puteri gunung ledang the musical..

yeah, it was awesome..

i like the spectacular props, backdrops, songs, scripts, lightings, music effetcs, actors and actresses and not to forget, the night as well..

the story line was amazing..

nothing much to say..

it was kinda perfect !!

flawless !!

and i was really enjoying the night..

sitting on a comfortable chair i must say, even not with a better view from the uppest level,

yet i have to say it was crazy - as in it made me crazy to think of it again and again..

i wish to have another opportunity of watching some sort of any other musical show again..

sooner is better..

he3..

chow..

siap -- im done!!

2009-02-15T03:40:00.001Z

assalamualaikum and good morning..

im done with my task for sunday morning..

washing all the clothes and tidying up my room so that it looks spectacular..

and the toilet, yap..its done too..sparkling !!

ha3..athough its not that too flawless, yet i've tried my best..

i love my room and my chalet and my college..

the list of to do's is going on and on and on..

- physics homework

- revision on further

- revision on chemistry (totally coz ill be resitting)

- top up my maxis and celcom..

- call my mom and dad tot tell them my curent condition

and lastly,

- to consider carefully, wisely the options i have..

erm..difficult one!!

and i am now officially becoming juex friend again after last day's quarrel that last only for few hours..friends like her do not come and go..stick with us and together endure the woes..

wassalam..

tribute to syafiqah..

2009-02-13T16:12:00.002Z

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera..

hari ini, kawan saye yg bername juexx menyambut hari kelahiran yg ke-20..

begitu juge saye yg dah menyambutnye sebulan yang lalu..

angka 20 nampak tue kah?

ramai yg ckp macam tue..

bagi saye,its the brink ; where i reached the epitome of maturity..

tapi, malam ini laen pula yg jadi..

boleh dikatekan, permulaan kematangan tidak menjadi dengan sempurna..

pertelingkahan yang bermula daripada mulut yg celupar dan celak* oleh saye..

erm, sehingge boleh diklasifikasikan sebagai " saye telah salah menilai anda !! "

siapelah kite ini?

manusia biase..

siape kite untuk menghukum?

untuk menyatakan org laen salah?

erm, saye terpikir sejenak..

semalam kami bermusyawarah..

care terbaik untuk menyelesaikan ape2 masalah..

tapi, malangnye, musyawarah ditolak kerana ada yg tidak setuju..

x pe..betol mereka boleh memberikan pendapat mereka kerana

ini negara demokrasi..

freedom of speech kate orang..

so, terpulang pade sesape jek nak marah orang..betol x?

kate freedom of speech..

- betul -

dan masalah masih tidak selesai kerana kebodohan melanda saya..

ish..dikurniakan akal fikiran yang bagus..

malangnya, x dapat nak gunekan sebaik2nye..

BEBAL - kate ustaz saye..

malam ini, saye belajar satu perkara..

manusia itu hina kerana perbuatan terkutuk mereka..

siapalah manusia untuk menilai manusia?

apakah mereka hebat?

mungkin anda hebat FURTHER MATHS tetapi saye tidak..

kerana P3 saye dapat C..dan anda dapat A..

erm..tepuk dada tanya iman..

wassalam..

a tag from azri..yay !!

2009-02-05T23:41:00.002Z

finally, i have this right time to answer azri's tag..

here it goes..

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal/blog.

Maka...keputosannya...

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” … you say?
bleeding love - leona lewis
( OMG, how could you say it is okay while im bleading? )

2. How would you describe yourself?
lovebug - jonas brothers
( no comments )

3. What do you like in a girl?
situasi - bunkface

( may be, in every situasi, she must be with me..lol..)

4. How do you feel today?
sayang - ajai feat marsha milan LONDOH

( OMG, i feel scared today..bangsawan is a few hours ahead..)

5.What is your life’s purpose?
fikirlah - aizat AF5

( yap..human is created with mind ti think..so, keep on thinking !! )

6. What is your motto?
i hate this part - pussy cat dolls
( yap..i hate when people keep on asking me what is my motto..lol..it is definitely mencari redha Allah..)

7. What do your friends think of you?

disturbia - rihanna

( people will run awya from me instead.. )

8. What do you think of your parents?
aku stacy - stacy

( highly energetic..keep on rocking !!!!!!!!!!! )

9. What do you think about very often?
wannabe - spice girls
( wannabe an actuary, anak soleh, muslim sejati, suami yg bagus, bla bla bla)

10. What is 2 + 2?

superhuman - chris brown feat keri hilson

( lol..i took further..what kind of answer i gave? )

11. What do you think of your best friend?
live your life - T.I feat Rihanna
( yay !! betollllllll skali.. )

12. What do you think of the person you like?
mantera beradu - Malique feat M.Nasir
( OMG..de suke beradu ke? matilah aku..)

13. What is your life story?
If I never see your face again - maroon 5 feat Rihanna

( perhaps..YOU GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE !! sape ek? )

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
shut up - black eyed peas
( dont ask me that question again and again..ive already answered.. )

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
gagap - stacy
( of course ill e gagap on that time..pretending malu and cun.. )

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
just dance - lady gaga
( the very first time i listened to this song was during the miss universe 2008..what does it mean? erm.. )

17. What will they play at your funeral?
kenapa singgah kalau tak masuk - flava

( oh my beloved friends..marilah bersame2 aku kite semue insaf..mati sesame.. )

18.What is your hobby/interest?

kasih yang tak dianggap - kertas
( erm..akulah tue..hu3.. )

19. What is your biggest fear?
single ladies - beyonce
( perhaps..lagi2 yg andartu and andalusia..ops..matilah aku,,statement kasar !! )

20. What is your biggest secret?
womanizer - britney spears
( finally, you know it..oh my GOD..another secret is now opened officially.. )

21. What do you think of your friends?
mau yang besar - pianka
( especially hamidi..lol.. )

22. What will you post this as?
let it rock - kevin rudolf
( mungkin untuk suke2 aje kot..lol.. )

so, the names listed above must answer this tag..wokeh?

1. sulwan

2. iman manan

3. pokchek

4. seppa

hahahahhahahahahahahahahah..enjoy weh !!

it has been abandoned..

2009-02-05T22:47:00.002Z

assalamualaikum..

ever since i was involved in bangsawan practice, it was very rarely that i kept on updating my blog and it has been abandoned for about two weeks since my last post on jan 25th..

along that almost two weeeks time, i was really busy with the practice, studies, uni placement and so on..and that is why it's been forsaken..

talking about me not having enough time to do everything that i wish for reflects that ordinary human like us do have their own limits and problems..time is so crucial and as time goes by, people are left behind..questioning themselves, what deeds have i done today, yesterday, last week, last month, last year et.cetera ? people are getting themselves easy and comfortable with the current situation that they are in now..well, suffice to say that people are all the same..if they did mistake, they always blamed another person or things for that mistake though they might probably know that it was their own mistakes..so, why do we put blame on others?

last night, i attended a talk about Gaza even just for a minutes..due to time constraint and bangsawan full dress rehearsal at the GH, i have to leave musolla for reasons..

the talk was full with information and yet very intrigued ( but i would suggest Dr. Zainur Rashid for some good reasons..) as my attention was fully concentrated on the content of the talk, i wondered why did suddenly we have a talk regarding this matter while people in college are busy with bangsawan and getting excited..midst naive people, at the edge of a corner, there is a hope..as i reach the brink, the epitome of realisation, it was a hectic i should say..as aforementioned, due to time constraint perhaps..or was it a plan? hah..let you guys think about it..at least, you have something to ponder after this ( as bangsawan comes and goes )

tonight, will be the real war for those who has been practising for all this while..finally, bangsawan is in front of us..i would say that i am bit excited as all of my friends are, but yesterday's occasion triggered my curiosity..

" in further pure maths class "

she was asking a question regarding the work sheets given..were them enough for these 3 days break after bangsawan..and everyone was silent..left the question asked unanswered..a few minutes later, she became a bit angry for everyone did not answer her question..can someone please answer that question? its just a simple question and the suggested answers will be either yes or no.. ME !! never mind, there is someone who will answer my question and everyone in this class will depends on him..

" No, we don't want extra work sheets on complex numbers as it is too complex..a bit awkward answer is given "

alright, it is fine..but you have to remember that BANGSAWAN COMES AND GOES but A GRADE DOESNT COME AND GO..it has been abandoned since your last task on complex number and you might have forgotten it..you are supposed to have extra work sheets..since you do'nt want it..never mind..those who would like to have it can come and see me after this while those who do not, may go now..class over --

glurppppp..was that a motivated reply or inspiring advice?

well, human is an autocity species ever exist in this world..its their responsibilities to have an education and it is their mission to win in bangsawan..haha..

what would you say about this?

its a long journey..

2009-01-24T16:47:00.003Z

assalamualaikum..

today i had a very tiring day..

went out at 3 o'clock and came back at 8.45..almost nne i guess..

cause this holiday i have friends with me at my house..

herman, hamidi and luttphi..

so please to have them..

he3..at least i wont feel boring..

=) thanks dudes..

btw, today i bought a new brand camera digital..

not so that canggih..

it was nikon L.18 i supposed..

8.0 mp with face detection et.cetera blah blah blah..

thanks to lut because he was the only one who tawar menawar with that uncle..

finally, i bought it for RM475..initially, it was RM538..

lol..superb luttphi..

i shall give him a gift as a token (wa, x tau betol ke x ejaan nie) of appreciation..

=) herman n midi, thanks for ur suggestions n ideas though..

hu3..i gorgot to tell this particular one name..IMAN FADZIL..he was the only one who suggested to buy NIKON L18..lol..coz he's using NIKON L16..

yap, admit that IMAN is much2 more pandai in things like this especially about camera..

sowi iman..almost forgot..

so after this, bleh r camwhoring !!

hua3..

especially during this upcoming DoE expedition and Bangsawan night..

pictures pictures pictures..

owh..today @ 25th jan is my beloved sister and brother birthday..

kak deeya and abang remi..

they shared the same birth day..

kak deeya is 1988 batch while abang mi is 1977 batch..

i wanna put their pictres, but i dont have any of abang mi..

x pe..ill take his pic tomorrow and post it later..

its already midnight right now and i feel very sleepy and exhausted..

but i had a very exhilirating day today..

it was tiring yet exquisite !!

lol..

have a nice holidays frenzzzz..

see ya later..

ops, garnetors who will be acting in bangsawan, do practise..even i am not ur director but to admit that i am older than u guys, so do respect my commands..yay !!

happy to be an adult..

shame to you all unmatured kids..lol..

finally it comes..

2009-01-21T14:35:00.002Z

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtere..

my AS exam results has been released today as in this morning..but, i wasnt that too interested to know about my AS result..i had a plan that i would only checked for my AS result tonight..i mean, after the chinese reunion dinner is over..thus, it wont be that too cuak..

so, i went to dr.bano class as usual today, hoping that i would hear some good news from my classmates about their AS exam results..and yes, i did hear some good news from them and not to forget, some bad news either..

a few minutes before the pure maths class begun, ( not to mention his name) - one of my friends called his dad regarding his AS exam results..actually, he told his dad to checked it for him since the internet connection in the college area is down due to the server that is not working properly or something like that..so, i became curious to know his result -becoming to excited - finally, after he was done talking to his dad..he was sadly told me that he got a B for chem but an A for physics..

OMG !! beholding to him heralds his AS exam result made me anxious..and then, dr.bano came in to the class..and class has to begin immediately as dr.bano doesnt like her class to be started late or if her students come late even for a second..so, i started answering the past year question paper while kept thinking about my AS exam result..nervous !!

at this time, i really wanna know about it..what do i get for my chem and physics?

as i believe that i did quite well in both papers last sem except for chem paper 1 definitely, so i was thinking that i would be kinda lucky enough to get an a for both papers..many said that the chem paper 2 was the easiest one that they have ever answered..i thought the same thing too..so, i was thinking that i might be probably have that chance to get an A for chem..

" so you can take 5 minutes break now.. " dr.bano said..

so i took this golden opportunity to check for my AS exam result..i went to IT lab 1 and quickly typed in my username and my password..

it popped out !! argh !!!!!!!!!!!

as i expected, a B for chemistry and an A for physics..whatever it is, i am grateful with what i got..Alhamdulillah, syukur jugak..now, i am considering the choices that i have either i have to resit my chem AS papers or not coz im waiting for a reply from LSE..

to all my friends, to those who succeeded with flying colours, congrates upon your marvellous achievement..and those who are not fortunate enough, believe in yourselves that you still have time to improve your perfomances if u r thinking of resitting the papers..

aha, its quite long i think..till then, cherio and wassalam..

i was amazed..

2009-01-19T16:28:00.003Z

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera..

after a week away from my blog, now i have a lot of things playing around in my mind..bangsawan, taekwondo club meeting, public speaking workshop, sc election, A2 exam and the most frightening is the AS exam results that will be released on this wednesday..

phew..everything makes me crazy especially to think about my AS results..how its gonna be? hopefully everything will be fine..help me..i beg U..

ahha, pertaining to talking about my AS result that is to be released very soon ( a few hours from now), i had a dream on it last two days..erm, all A's..ameen..hope it comes true and definitely will be the best dream ever..perhaps..

owh, actually this post is specially dedicated to sulwan..he has already had launched his new brand blog..so, happy blogging dude..take a look at his blog ya..http://sulwanismail.blogspot.com

one more thing, i was mesmerised by the lyrics of the new taylor swift song..love story..it was adorable and outstanding..i guess, she deserves a standing ovation..u rawk girl..

haha, yesterday and yesterday..i learnt a poem by Ella Wheeler Wilcox entitled solitude..i shall read to you the poem..it is quite nice..roughly, what can i say is that sometimes we preserve with the help and compassion of friends and loved ones..sometimes we have to do it alone..this poem speaks a hard truth, but one we might as well accept nonetheless: pain is harder to share than joy..but if we can bring ourselves to endure cheerfully, we'll find more company along the way..sound so educated..duh..

here is the poem goes ------

Laugh, and the world laughs with you;

Weep, and you weep alone;

For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth;

But has trouble enough of its own;

Sing, and the hills will answer;

Sigh, it is lost on the air;

The echoes bound to a joyful sound;

But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;

Grieve, and they turn and go;

They want full measure of all your pleasure;

But they do not need your woe.

Be glad, and your friends are many;

Be sad, and you lose them all ----

There are none to decline your nectared wine,

But alone you must drink life's gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;

Fast, and the world goes by.

Succeed and give, and it helps you live,

But no man can help you die.

There is room in the halls of pleasure

For a large and lordly train,

But one by one we must all file on

Through the narrow aisles of pain.

in my opinion, what is actually written in the poem is hundred percent true and correct..undeniably, friends come and friends go..they are always with us in joy but will always leave us in aisles of pain..as a normal person, i did encounter such a dreadful situation whereby friends come and leave..and even sometimes, i might do the same thing..well, as a normal person who did mistakes, we cant hide from the reality that is haunting us 24-7..to listen to someone woes would definitely make us sick of him or her..

ahh, to behold that this blonde is heralding his woes makes me really annoying..must i tell him or not that it is out of my problems? puhlizzz - the common one that we might just said it..but never realised it even once..how bad we are..

the same thing is actually goes for the palestine - israeli conflicts..we're running out of the problem that all palestinians are enduring..we are bad to neglect them..haha..stand still and keep complaining and giving resolutions that never ended..but never try to speak out and take action seriously..one of my friend once said that it is okay if you do not love and care somebody but it might be even worse if there is nobody loves and cares you..

amidst mirth and pain, what will you choose?

windunyer..

2009-01-16T15:45:00.004Z

i am missing qayyum deadly..

i wanna meet him..

i wanna kiss him..

i wanna hug him..

i wanna play with him..

adorable qayyum..

uncle miss and love you so much..

don't be a naughty boy!!

well, i expect that you will be able to at least say a few words when i come home during this chinese new year break..you better learn how to speak..i know you are still an one year old little boy, but i expect you to call me uncle ipi cayang later okayh..he3..

seriously, i missed him damn much..

kept on looking to his picture on my phone..

little boy was smiling without teeth..

so cute..hu3..

here is the picture of my good boy qayyum..

see, he is so adorable right..do wait till uncle is back at home..he3..

terime kasih abang pali..

2009-01-11T06:16:00.003Z

may peace be upon you..

ameen..

happy birthday to aliff dollah, abdullah zubair and khalil imran..

the two latter are my KYUEM friends while aliff dolah is my friend from previous school..

and thanks to abang pali for your opinions and views on palestine - israeli issue..

glad u answered my question..

ahha, I have quite a lot of further maths homework..I better do some revision from now on..

oh, thanks hazim for your birthday wishes..and dad too..its not too late as u thought..

wassalam..

2009-01-10T18:16:00.001Z

they required our helps and we, as a part of muslim @ community should help them..

i appreciate it friends, indeed..

2009-01-10T13:17:00.002Z

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtere..

at the time i am writing this post, i have definitely turned 20..

yeah, 20.. and there is no more teen-age for me..

so sad.. haha..

i'm happy somehow because as i turned 20, people claimed me more matured than the others..

yaa, i admitted that.. undoubtedly, i am always more matured than them.. no offense..

this morning, as i woke up from sleeping i checked my phone as i always did every morning..

what a big surprise, there were quite a lot of messages came in last night wishing me a happy 20th birthday.. thanx my dear friends.. u mean a lot to me..

not to forget, my family members..

my mom, sisters and brother..

i am just waiting one more message from someone important in my whole life..

yap, him..

he could forget his own birthday but not his own son..

i hope so..

well, i will be waiting and keep on waiting......

to celebrate my birthday - kinda celebration in my opinion, i joined the arabic fellowship trip to kuala lumpur this morning.. i had two different places which were restu foundation and national islamic museum.. it was an exquisite experience i had to say.. with fellow friends..

ahh, at this golden opportunity, i would love to give my utmost thanx to these people who reminds me that i am already 20 and gets closer to death indeed..

( as written at the very bottom of this post )

as Allah said in His Holy Koran..

" setiap manusia pasti akan merasai mati "

insafi diri for a moment..

reflecting my 20 years life back, i shall say that it was an amazing life with people that i loved always be with me..thanx again to them..u r adorable !!

- mom, dad, abang remi, sis nana, sis deeya, hanim, uzair, athirah, cikgu roshadah ( the best teacher ever i had in my life ), kak lina penang, ikhwan smkap ( best dude ever ), shouk, azri, za'ba, iman, syazwan, herman, eirzreen, midi, abang pali, puchea, ikhwan, sulwan, faridq, fatin afiqa, kelly, shahira afzal, irshad, byan, nizam, tan kean hui, nonie, adline pet sis, ekin pet sis, sis wanique, faizul syafiq, aimi, nonel, afiqah aziz, izziara, ridh, zaquan, julie, suman, najib senior, farahnur, ei jean, abang undang, syahirah mahmud, thava, lim ling chaer, paan baku, hariz, izwan ali, fernando @ farees, hanis muslimah, farid nazer ( we shared birth day ), safinah, syafik yazid, ainol, alip dollah, khalil, letha, nabilla garnet, muizz loki, juexx..

i am sorry if i missed out ur names..

i really appreciate it..

thanx again from the deepest side of my heart..

help them as they really need..

2009-01-09T07:10:00.000Z

assalamualaikum..

as i walked back to my chalet after the jumaat prayer, i was thinking of this one particular thing which i think is very important to all muslim..

the palestine - israeli conflicts that seem to be never ended..

what is wrong?

everything seems to be amiss..

to people all over the world, let us together protest israeli's action of attacking palestine..

we shall not compromise israeli for what they did..

-- israeli is not real --

it comes sooner..

2009-01-08T17:39:00.000Z

assalamualaikum..

haha..im counting right now..

ill be 20 sooner..

lol..

bakal menjadi tue lagi..

and semakin mendekati mati..

Alhamdulillah..insafi diri ini..

Apabile tibe waktunye..

2009-01-07T15:57:00.000Z

Assalamualaikum..

I would love to write in Malay Language this time..

aha..nampak pade tajuk entry post this time?

what comes to your mind right now?

time to die? time to get married? or time to be blonde?

nope..its actually mase yang amat penting buat students at Kolej Yayasan UEM..

aish..dapat teke x?

waktu nilah ramai yang akan turun ke musolla untuk semayang berjemaah..

Alhamdulillah..bagus students KYUEM..

tapi, nampak macam .......

erm, tak baik plak nak cakap macam tue..tuduh tanpe ade bukti sahih..

tapi, inilah yang sering berlaku..

kate orang nak menagih simpati..

erm..yelah, lepas nie nak bertanding gelaran orang2 kenamaan..

mestilah nak pancing umpan dulu..so, kene mulekan dengan tempat yang paling mulie..

Musolla r kan..ape lagi..

aish..

tapi, bile dah abes urusan tue and dah dapat that special position, lupe nak dtg musolla balik..

well, manusia memang sangat pandai berlakon..lagi2 bab macam nie..nak pancing umpan..

hahaha..dapat x teke ape die..pandai2 lah yek pikir..

memasing dah membesar panjang..

satu nasihat daripade saye untuk sesape ynag terase..

pangkat dan jawatan itu adalah kurniaan dari-Nya..andai kate anda rase andalah yang paling layak menerimanya, tahniah saye ucapkan..andai kate yang sebaliknye, anda perlulah berusahe untuk membuktikan yang anda benar2 layak..jangan sekadar tahi2 ayam..kerane, segale amanah yang kite pikul kat dunie nie akan dipersoalkan di akhirat kelak..

MasyaAllah..insafi diri ini..

ape2 pon, sumenye bakal terbongkar x lame lagi..

pikir2 kanlah yek..selamat beramal..

wassalam..

the prisoners of beringin valley..ooooohh..

2009-01-05T17:47:00.001Z

assalamualaikum..

beholding to the title above, u might think that there are some real prisoners from somewhere around malaysia and now were hiding in beringin valley..undoubtedly, yes they are..in fact, the prisoners hate to be in beringin valley since it is a very not so popular place..plus, it is the most not so civilised place to be..nothing special..

but tonite, some of the prisoners were celebrating their peers' birthday..there were cake cutting session and not to forget, camwhoring ( azri, sorry coz i must take this word from u..x tau the spelling right or not )..

as behalf of the birthday boys ( there were 2 birthday boys actually ), i would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to all my friends..they are indeed truely good friends..

i shall say their names as follows ;

shukri hariri, za'ba seppa, iman manan, azri the baker, puchea, eirzreen, midi si dagu tajam, herman si tukang karut, syazwan yang sangat melertz ( thanx for the kfc ), lutfi volleyball, najib ( missing in action ) and lastly, imrul - kyuem next top model perhaps..owh sulwan, he couldnt make it..he had to do his hwork that had been abandoned..

im so sorry if ur name r not in the list..tell me and i will repost this again..

actually, the real day is not tonite..but its on this coming saturday..however, they wished to celebrate it as soon as possible since they had another pivotal things to do..bangsawan, sc election day, et.cetera..and yeah, the as exam result that will be released soon..hope to get great result !!

again, i wish thank you very much dudes..u r truely my exquisite frenz..

mmuuahh..

the things aforementioned above..i mean, the prisoners actually means the kyuemians..they are now back to the utmost beautiful jungle..so called as college in the midst jungle..

????

ill be back !!

2009-01-04T16:39:00.000Z

salam and hye..

this is gonna be very short and simple..

ill be back to college very2 soon..

merely few hours left for me..

hu3..

x nak balik college !!

ill be missing home very much..

mundane college !!

nothing tempting and freaking me divines craziness !!

hu3..plus, will be celebrating my 20's birthday at college..

its horrible !!

hu3..without mom and siblings?

what?

i cant live !!!!!!!!!!!!!

i supposed i shud..

2009-01-01T14:30:00.000Z

assalamualaikum and hye to everyone..

after quite a long time of mourning, i think its the right time for me to start blogging again..

with the old diary of 2008 had already been closed yesterday, i will definitely start my new year with a lot of powerful spirits..yap,, keep on working !!

by the way, i went to port dickson for a day before the new year..also slept there at glory beach resort..quite a nice and good place to be..since negeri sembilan can't really celebrate our own new year's eve celebration due to the " mourning ", i decided not to go to the beach for a walk..

stayed at the hotel and watched some programmes in the tv..well, quite nice but i became boring a bit..cause, it was really boring..nothing much to do..i would say that stay at home is the best..

later, eirzreen gave me a phone call and he really needed some favour from me..however, i couldnt help him at all..he needed a room for a night because he was trapped and stucked at terminal one seremban..he wanted to go back to melake but there were no any busses available for him..poor eirzreen..since i was in PD, i really could do nothing for him..

desperately, eirzreen had to call another guys..fortunately, pie was available..he picked him up at the terminl one and eirzreen had a rest at pie's house..thanx pie..

well eirzreen, i want to say this..it is imprudent to have a night journey especially during this " crucial ' time..cause, busses might be fully booked..

so, take it as a lesson !!

alright, i might need to go now..

its midnight already and really need to sleep..

wassalam..

no more post after this..

2008-12-29T13:00:00.000Z

hello..

erm, beholding to my title above, i bet it might trigger ur consciousness coincidentally..

well, since i"m living somewhere in negeri sembilan, I supposed u understand my condition very well..its just for a moment..

i'll be posting later once i think i am ready and the situation at here gets to normal as usual..

btw, today was a very mundane day for me..nothing much happened to chill me out since everyone is mourning..nothing tempting to boost my mood and no comrades along with me..lol..

- siblings were back to their colleges as usual this evening..

- and yesterday was great..it was the awal muharam..happy maal hijrah to all Muslims..

till then, we'll meet later..

wassalam..

more and more..

2008-12-27T08:32:00.000Z

peace be upon you all..

erm, i am quite surprise..ever since i left my

secondary school..they were more of my juniors

decided to follow my step of reading actuarial science for degree..

hihihi..quite proud to hear that..

thanks to amiratul..kuang..one of my juniors..she'll be off to usa..

good luck then..

2008-12-27T08:05:00.000Z

15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about myself

1) I really really enjoy singing..

its a fact though u wont believe..but, i will only sing at home - the most safe place to be - yay..so, u wont be listening to my voice..kuang..dont u ever think about my singing..

2) I hate taking medicines or seeking doc..

i wont take any unless i am being told or forced..kuang3..

3) I love taking part in drawing/colouring competitions..

if i could turn back time and let it not turn fast, i would love to be 10/11/12 again..i wanna be competing in such competitions again..ever since i got in college, i never touch the brushes anymore..such a sad thing to me..hu3..

4) I love procrastination..

this explaines why i abandoned my holidays' homework..yay !! 8 more days to go back to college ~ sigh ~

5) I love collecting the tag price for quite a long time..

no comments !!

6) I need lots and lots of pillows when sleeping.. =)

once u be my spouse, ull know..hahaha..

7) I love gossips..

x boleh nak lari lagi..people around me always love gossips..i cant go anywhere..they'll hunt me if i run away..oink3..

8) I know how to play some traditional musical instruments.. =)
when i was in primary school, i was the first boy to play cak lempong..the main " garateh " we called..haha..ever since i left the school,no one ever replaced me..such a history..proud to be me.. =)

9) I love watching reality tv shows !!

u name it !!

10) I often sleep with my mp3 on my ears till morning..

to make me calm when sleeping..so that i wont hear anything that might trigger my ketakutan..haha..

11) I love sleeping till noon..

its a good habit though..wont believe? try it.. =) a redemption..

12) I hate back stabber !!

so, beware !!

13) I used to be the H.B in my previous school and thought that it was destiny..
thats why i am the most suitable candidate to be P.M soon..ouch..

14) I love going out and chilling out..

well, its a normal to my family..but it depends on financial status.. =)

15) I hate siblings rivary..

azri shud i mention the names of the people that i wished to " tag " ?

hahahahaha..

i dont think so..

jalan2 ke kuala lumpur..

2008-12-27T07:40:00.000Z

this post is suggested by azri..since i've abandoned my blog for quite a long time..i decided to follow his advice though..

here are some pictures taken when i was in kuala lumpur last week..

erm, it was during the visit to HKL and the reunion of siblings..

he3..but, the pictures were randomly taken..so, enjoy !!

p/s : i beg ur pardon if the pic werent that nice..

kuang3..it was unforeseen shot..

let us start with the jelly baby..=)

okayh..this was the shot from my seat..it wud be nicer if taken during the people doing the perfomances..aish..

at this way i coincidentally met my house parent..oink..buat2 dont know..nice way to lari..=)

i seek not a chocolate spurting fountain nor chairs adorned with gold...just a calm place would be best..

the HKL bed..it looks sooooo comfortable..much2 more comfortable than the college ones..oink..no offense !!

almost forgot to tell..this is the first class ward..nice one..

the air cond and the wall clock..motif amek gambar nie kan?

the view from inside..well, admit that it is not really that impressive..oink..

its forsaken..

2008-12-24T04:06:00.000Z

hype..

the first thing accrossed my mind once i woke up this morning was that,

Gosh, i have abandoned my blog for quite a time..

hu3..i had a very2 tiring week last2 day..

and nothing i had in possession to boost my mood at all and yet divine procrastination though for another some more days left before i get to college again..

hua3..

owh, i would love to post something about my meetings with him and my dreadful days in hospital last2 few days..actually, it wasnt that bad, it was kinda boring..hua3..

and last few days i went to the curve for the very first time..getting engrossed by the crowd there made me forgot to take pictures of him..

aish..i was busy taking pictures of the curve..maybe, some nice part at the curve..

well, some extravagant people who walked around me with their hands laden with varied colors and types of shopping bags..

erm, its their shopping spree !!

and to azri, ur suggestion about writing a post regarding my last visit at the curve would be postponed for the next post..dont get angry..ill update on it later..( sekali dengan my visit to hkl ek )

im feeling like to whooping..he3..

out of five choices of the universities ( i still got problem to spell this word correctly..gosh !! )

i got three so far..great elation !! well, i was feeling a bit relaxed after a long waiting..my first offer was on 18 december..while the rest of my friends could get an offer on november 29, u know the feeling right..a bit jelous and angry..

haha..

so, the university of warwick would kindly give me an opportunity to read MORSE for 3 years degree with conditional offer of obtaining 3 A's to include getting an A in further maths..no conditions at all for IELTS..so, 7 would be enough i guess..wink wink..

here is the first uni to offer me a placement..thanx manchester !! u r so so so kind..conditionally, asking me to obtain an A with 2 B's for either further, chem and physics..hehe..quite a good requirements..blink blink..and again, no conditions for IELTS is required..so, it would be 7..

okayh, and now, here it is, the uni that i had fond most..the university of city, london..i used to love this uni very2 much once..he3..but not really now..however, it still offered me a place to read Bsc Actuarial Science for 3 years and required me to obtain 3 A's without no specifications in subjects matter..yay !! City, u r so kind to me..

=) i'll reconsider my choice again later yap..

and there are still 2 more uni's that havent give me their decisions yet..they are The University of Heriot Watt, Scotland and the London School of Economics..these uni would be my first combination..LSE as firm and HW as insurance vice versa..

so, i will not put their picturs here..later k..

till then, ill update later..wassalam..

and to all PMR candidates, i wish u all the best !!

kemas rumah..

2008-12-18T01:02:00.000Z

assalamualaikum..

i woke up early this morning since my mom aint at home..

she went for a course at cameron yesterday..

leaving behind the tasks to my siblings to handle the house..

and today, this morning I'll take the responsibility to sapu rumah..

all baju had already di ampaian..

owh, please remind me that I have to buy IPTA/S pin no at BSN..

it's for my sis..she'll be going to Uni next year as in by July..

this is my beloved nephew..he is very nice and good to his

uncles and aunties..always gives a helping hand..

this picture was purposely taken to show that he is so so

rajin to help his uncles..that little broom is his..

he'll smack u down if u take it from him..

good boy.. =)

owh, let me settle down my house first ya..

we'll meet again later..

How Big Is Your Brain ??

2008-12-17T12:11:00.000Z

hype everyone..

let us together have a very simple brain test and let see how big is your brain..

try to answer these simple questions and compare your answers with the answers provided below the questions..

enjoy trying !!

1. How does a hippopotamus get down from a tree?

2. What has four wheels and flies?

3. What word is pronounced wrong by the best of scholars?

4. What is the difference between here and there?

5. Why do birds fly south?

6. How long should your legs be?

7. What is the best way to catch a squirrel?

8. What did one strawberry say to one another?

The following questions are harder, if you think your brain is too small for the questions, I advise you not to try it, or you might hurt your brain badly !!

A wizard leads Jenny to an underground room. Jenny finds herself facing two doors. She must walk through one of them. If she picks the wrong one, she will land in a dreary dungeon. If she picks the right door, she will take a big step towards freedom. There are two trolls in the room with her. One troll always tells the truth. The other troll always lies. Jenny has no idea which troll lies and which one tells the truth. The wizard instructs her to ask one troll one question. If she ask the right question, she will discover the freedom ddor. What question should Jenny ask?

Next question..

With your help, Jenny selects the right door. But her troubles are not over. The wizard shows her seven pills. They are all the same size and colour, but they are not identical. Six of the pills are poisonous. The seventh pill is an escape-the-wizard pill. This pill weighs a bit more than the others.The wizard gives Jenny the scale, and orders her to swallow the one pill. Jenny can use the scale twice before she selects her pill. Can you help Jenny to find the escape pill?

answers :

1. it sits on a leaf and waits for fall

2. a garbage truck

3. wrong

4. the letter 't'

5. because its too far to walk

6. long enough to reach the ground

7. climb a tree and act like a nut

8. if you weren't so sweet, we wouldn't be in this jam !

9. Jenny's question should be, " which door will the other troll say leads to the dungeon? " She can ask either troll. The lying troll will point to freedom's door, because he will lie about the truthful troll's answer. The truthful troll will also point to freedom's door, because he will report the lying troll's response truthfully. Either way, Jenny has her answer.

10. Jenny should begin by weighing 3 pills on the right site of the scaleand 3 pills on the left site. If the scale balances, then the heavier pill ( the-escape-the-wizard-pill ) is not on the scale and Jenny should swallow. If the scale tips, then the heavier pill is on the site that is tipping. That means, Jenny must focus on these 3 pills. She should put one pill on the left site, one pill on the right site and leave the third pill off the scale. If the scale tips, Jenny will know which pill is heavier. If the scale balances, Jenny should swallow the third pill.

till then, cherio and wassalam..

owh almost forgot to tell..i won again today in bowling..

defeating the stad boy..it was sooo easy..

oink..

special post for linz ( i guess )

2008-12-16T04:39:00.000Z

salam and hype to everyone..

erm, someone asked me on how to change layout for her blog..

since she's quite new in blogging world, i believe that

i could help her..

- grinning -

ever since i was just about 2 weeks getting

involved in blogging world, i have fellows that

were willing to help and supervise me in matters like this..

otherwise, i wouldnt be able to help her though..

oink3..

owkeh miss linz ( i supposed )

just follow these steps :

1. click at layout..

2. if u wanna change the layout, just simply click at new templates..

3. choose ur fav.template..

but if u wanna change the look of ur blog..

u can just simply click at layout too..

drag jek anything yang u would like them to be..

hope u'll understand..

wassalam..

its baking time..

2008-12-15T02:32:00.000Z

good morning everyone..

last last last day in history..

finally i did bake a cake with the help of my mom..

and yeah, the cake's taste was good..

people admitted that and started praised me..

- a bit proud -

owh, i didn't use the right gadget..instead,

i used my supreme fast hand to knead the

mixture..its a bit tiring..but im happy though..

then, u have to mix the dough with serbuk koko so that it has the chocolate taste..

owh, almost forgot to tell it..u have to put the

serbuk koko a bit at a time..don't rush to put

all the serbuk koko at a time..otherwise, the

dough will be not thoroughly mix well with

the koko..

add some water to make it a bit moist..

the smell was so good even before u bake it..

the aroma that i has would melt u..i was..

hahaha..

u have to bake it for about fifteen to twenty minutes..

if u're not sure either it's ready to eat or not,you can just simply check while it is baked..

try to cucuk r..if it is soft, meaning it is ready to be eaten..otherwise,you have to wait..

take out the cake once it has completely baked..

care must be taken..

u MUST use ur hand glove that is particularly made to prevent ur hand from the hot..

phewwwwwww..the aroma was sooooo good..

i don't have any other words to describe it..splendid !!

this is the cake after i've baked it for

twenty minutes..can't wait to eat it..

haha..i'm proud that my efforts to join the CAC club was eventually worthy..

last time, i did the chicken pie..

and it was quite good..but, too much butter i think made the chicken pie rase too berlemak..

oink..but, i enjoyed at least with anything i did..

i'm gonna try another recipe..

till then, cherio and wassalam..

1 down, 4 more..

2008-12-13T05:49:00.001Z

assalamualaikum and hype to everyone..

this post is gonna be simple and short..

finally, its over..

owh, out of five i got one..

i hope to get another 4 later..

hopefully..

may Allah help me..

and you, who reads my blog..

pray for me owkeh..

actually, i would like to post something on baking thing

coz yesterday i did baking a cake..

chocolate cake..

it looks nice and delicious..

but, its not now..

wait for tomorrow ya..

till then cherio..

i took some pictures on it..cant wait to show it.. - greening -

of solat jumaat and bowling ??

2008-12-12T08:14:00.000Z

assalamualaikum and a very good evening..

as i woke up today, I thought of something to be written as post for this time..

didnt know what it would be yet, i took up my breakfast as usual - so called as lunch - its 12 already..

so, guess what? i woke up at eleven..erm, it became common to me to wake up late during holiday..pheww..such a waste of time..coz last nite i was planning of to do something..so called as homework and revision a bit..i planned to revise my horrible further maths and a bit on chem..however, i failed to do so..huhu..its okay, ill try it tomorrow..

again..

after having my breakfast - so called as lunch - , shower, putting up a suitable and nice clothes and at 1.15, i drove quickly to masjid for jumaat prayer..otherwise, i would miss it..

at 2.15, I reached home safely..thank God..

haha, yesterday and the day before yesterday, we ( my family and I ) went out to chill out..

and guess what, we played bowling together..it had been such a long time we've never been together like this..haha..such a great time..i believe that our family relationship would be even more tight as we become closer and older..

- grinning -

here is the score for yesterday's game..

haha..kyuem won !! beat those two that are not so good..haha..

130 points wasnt really bad and not to good i believe..but, i'm kinda proud because the day before, i played with 104 scores..

at least i keep up a good work and it was all worthy..

=) - grinning again -

owh, and tomorrow i wont be available again due to my cousin's engagement ceremony..

i'll update on monday..

korban..

2008-12-10T17:57:00.000Z

Assalamualaikum..

InsyaAllah post pade kali ni berkaitan dengan ibadah korban tempoh hari..

maaflah yek..agak lambat nak update..

agak malas sebenarnye..

actually,akibat banyak sangat sekejap nye - anda tahu maksud saye? -

p r o c r a s t i n a t i o n perkataannye..

eyh betol ke ejaannye?

x pelah..nanti saye check ye..

begini..

mari saye mulekan cerite saye..

Friday, December 5

lebih kurang pukul 6.00 ptg..perjalanan ke kampung bermule..

meter hadlaju kerete menunjukkan tande kelajuan selaju 120 dan

kadangkale mencecah 130..~ akibatnye, saye tidur tidak tenang dek kerane memikirkan keselamatan saye dan keluarge sambil mendengar ayat2 suci Al-Quran MP3 saye ~

cube teke siape yang pandu?

name pemandu dirahsiekan untuk tujuan keselaematan..

sebenarnye, memang kakak saye suruh husband die drive lelaju sebab x nak miss

tengok anugerah juare lagu peringkat separuh akhir kategori balada..

apekah?

haruskah kau bawak kerete lelaju?

he3..saye pon nak tengok gak..

Alhamdulillah..pade pukul 8 lebih yang x dipastikan lagi,

berape lebihnye, saye dan kakak tibe di kampung..

mak dan adik2 telah sampai di kampung terlebih dahulu..

kerane kami naek 2 kerete..

yakni kancil dan wira..

sempat tengok juare lagu walaupon tertingal part yang best..

iaitu lagu tanpa nyanyian kumpulan 6th sense..

x pe..esok ade mission yang lebih penting..

Saturday, December 6

pagi2 lagi telah bersiap2 untuk ke johor..

untuk berjumpe dengan ayah yang sememangnye telah menunggu di rumah mak cik di Kulai

untuk menjemput kami anak beranak..malam ini, kami akan berjalan2 dengan ayah di Danga Bay..bagi saye, sepetang di Johor adelah same sebagaimane sepetang di Seremban..

nothing mesmerised me !!

lol..apekah?

even Danga Bay yang ramai orangnye ibarat sardine yang x kecukupan tinnye itu..

exaggerate tahap melampau nampaknye..

x pelah..malas nak cerite panjang pasal Danga Bay..

habis - membosankan..

tapi,

indahnye malam itu..

angin sepoi2 bahase..

yay..

dan bulan sangat terang..sinarnye menutupi muka ku..

auwwwwwwwwwww.. - sambil membetulkan anak tudungku - ustaz pali -

he3..

Sunday, December 7

woke up at 10 ( after done my subuh prayer k )

guess what happened?

nan ado breakfast..

i had to walk to the nearest restaurant and bought some roti canai

to fill up our perutssssss..

and nah, I forgot to mandi plak..

x pe r..

wangi lagi..

kuang3..

then, we planned to go out to ronde2 di JB that morning and

hoping that we could make it by 1 or 2..but, hampas..

we went out at 7..duh !!

my sisters made me angry..really2 angry..they took for about 2 hours to siap..

banyak chantek muke ko..

aish..it was unforgiven seriously..

never mind..

i wolud like to do that once to them later..

Monday, December 8

woke up early in the morning..however, still i was late for raye prayer..

lol..

tertinggal rakaat pertame..

thinking that was okay becoz i was praying next to my cousin yang from al-azhar..

=) i got reason !!

balik dari solat rayer..

insiden bermule..

darah flowed sangat laju..

mencurah2..

tahu kenape?

sebab hujan yang x henti2 turun..

ibarat merahmati majlis korban tersebut..

tetapi, dicelakan dengan satu tempikan..

i was standing at a corner in black..

with my rain coat..

well, i looked so gorgeous..

auwwwww..he3..

no lah..i was so cold and feeling like would be frozen in just a minute..

hujan sangat sepoi2 bayu..

nah ko..

istilah baru..

***** !! tempikan bermule..

i was astonished and astounded by that scream that i thought ever scary..

'' pergi ambil cangkul kat belakang tue..nanti buat gali lubang.. ''

* sile bace dengan loghat orang jawe yek kerane saye orang jawe..

i ran smoothly and hoped to get that canggkul..

***** !! x payah,, tue abnag man dah ambil cangkul nye..

- every eyes on me..mesmerised by me..am i ur slave? ops..sorry -

its okay..orang tue katekan..a bit respect..

tabik spring boss..

it took hours to tumbangkan that lembu..it knew that it will di korbankan..

it cried and i could see the drops..smoothly and rapidly flowing out of it crystal eyes..

eventually, it was all triumphant efforts !!

lembu2 berjaye dikorbankan dan berjaye disembelih dan juge berjaye diedarkan kepade yang memerlukan..happy for that !!

tetapi, that scary scream wouldnt stop there..it started again..

'' baiklah haji '' said one of my cousins..

'' ape lagi haji ?'' one of another said it again..

sumenyer dok tersenyum2 kambing..

dek kerane karenah pak cik ku yang sangat diktator..

hidup JAWE !!

lol..

majlis diakhiri dengan memakan sup tulang..

sangat sedap sehingge menggigit batangnye..

ops silap..tulangnye..

as a result, berat saye menjadi 66.2 apabile ditimbang..

TIDAK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

harus diturunkan kembali yekk..

i'll work for it now..

he3..

Tuesday, December 9

we packed our stuffs earlier so that we would not leave any behind..

bergerak balik pukul 10 pagi in the morning fi sobahan..

dan sampai pade pukul 1 ptg as in p.m fi masaan..

i was quite tired and the journey made me feel even more exhausted..

i have to take some nap..

woke up early due to my nice nephew..

aish..

lol..

oink3..

- story ended -

i am back !!

2008-12-09T09:35:00.000Z

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera to everyone..

alhamdulillah..i reached home at 1.30 p.m safely..

guess what, i'll start blogging back..

yay..with no internet connection at kampung, i can't update my blog..

it is not so sad because i have a lot of thing to be shared with you all..

it is all about our ibadah korban thngs..

he3..

with the kerenah of the cows to the shining nights at danga bay..

oink3..

i'll tell you later..

and one more thing..the most important thing i believe..

i've found him back..erm..after ten years time i've been searching for him..

now, he's back..

thanks to Him..

ops..i have to stop now..got to go..

i got something to do now..

we;ll meet kater..till then, cherio and wassalam..

selamat menyambut hari raye aidiladha..

2008-12-05T06:58:00.001Z

assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera..

to all musleem out there, I would like to take this golden opportunity to wish you all a happy aidiladha raya celebration..for that, I will be going to my village to celebrate it with my family members and relatives at there..hence, I wont be available for about 3 days..so sorry..I'll continue updating my blog later then..any new news that I got, we'll share it together okay?

May Allah bless be upon Prophet Muhammad s.a.w and his companions and also to all Musleem in this world..let our sacrifice be the most noble ones.. for that reason, let us take some good lesson upon the story of the sacrifice of Nabi Ibrahim a.s and his son, Nabi Ismail..

till then, wassalam and have a great aidiladha celebration..

2008-12-05T06:35:00.000Z

Assalamualaikum..

Erm, insyaAllah kali ini saye akan sambung balik cerite berkenaan songkok 1..tapi entry kali ini mestilah kesinambungan daripade songkok 1..make, saye namekannye sebagai songkok 2..ape kate anda? He3..mungkin ade songkok 3 kot..=)

Sekejap, tetibe plak saye lupe kat mane saye berhenti..owh sampai kat bahagian yang cikgu Z menjadi penghubung kepade adik H kan? Erm,betol r kot..=)

Mari saye mulekan cerite kali ini dengan perkataan “ alamak !!” saye sangat terkejut..bukan ade songkok sahaje dalam kotak tue..ade juge baju sehelai dan sepucuk surat..hu3..matilah saye..

Yang baju tue, saye boleh terime gak r..tapi surat tueeee……….erm……..tidak berape menyenangkan hati..saye pasti anda pahamkan ape yang terkandung dalam surat tersebut..bagi saye, sangat puitis dan romantic..erm..baru form one dah hebat dalam bab2 menghantar surat chenta..

Saye ingin jek nak tuliskan ape yang terkandung dalam surat tersebut..tapi takut mengaibkan diri dan maruah saye, juge adik H tersebut..

Semenjak daripade itu, adik H tersebut acapkali berjumpe saye..alamak!! nak dating plak kat Islamic school ke? Kang terbakar plak sekolah tue..hu3..x pe r..just jumpe2 camtu..kat kantin sekolah..hilang sikit fitnah..tempat awam..mende2 nie sume happened after cuti raye..lagipon aye bukannye ade ape2 feeling kat die r kan..kuang3..

Lepas tue, ade satu mase tu..dekat sekolah saye ade one company minuman air berkhasiat, vitagen kot..datang sekolah saye dari pagi sampai petang buat promotion..bagi dak2 form 5 nie, yang sibuk ngan SPM, x dek r terhegeh2 nak pergi beli r kan..so yang pergi sumenye dak2 form 1,2,3,ngan form 4..tetibe waktu petang tue..waktu prep, ade rakan form 5 saye dth kelas nak jumpe saye..

Pelik berbaur hairan..kenape plak dak perempuan nak jumpe saye? Satu kelas pandang..mane x nye..kelas saye sumenye dak lelaki..so, saye pon kuar jelah jumpe dak perempuan tu kat depan pintu kelas..tetibe dak perempuan tu bagi saye ade 6 botol air vitagen..katenye adik dorm die bagi..aish..nape plak adik dorm die nak bagi saye 6 botol air vitagen tu kan? Pastu bagi saye satu sampul duet raye..dalam tu ade r kan duet raye sebanyak 15 hengget kalau x silap..

So, saye tanye sape yang bagi..die jawab..adik H..owh..adik H..bagi saye, air vitagen tu boleh r saye minum..tapi, duet raye tu terpakse r saye pulangkan..x sanggup nak terime duet daripade seorang yang lebih mude dan x berape saye kenal..terime kasih atas air yang berkhasiat itu though..

So, die pon mule r kan mintak my phone number..katenye senang nak contact2..mungkin sebab cuti dah nak dekat waktu tue..so, saye pon tanpe berfikir lanjut akan kesannye,,bagi jelah no tipon saye mase tukan..aish..x piker plak yang adik H nie serious..oink3..

Habis je SPM, boleh dikatekan die selalu gak r tipon saye..kadang2 gunekan no tipon ayah die..then, cakap dekat sejam..aish..habes kredit ayah die…

kesian..dahlah ayah die gune Dg n saye gunekan maxis pade mase tue..nak buat camnekan? Die yang nak tipon saye..saye x suruh..lol..Haha..and semenjak dari itu..saye sering kali cube mengelakkan diri daripade utk berhubung dengan die..bile die tipon, saye akan ckp yang saye busy..

padahal, tengah boring x tau nak buat ape..=P niat saye sememangnye bukan untuk mempersendekan adik H..tetapi, x nak dibuai perasaan yang x sepatutnye lahkan..paham2 sendiri hendaknye..atas dasar itu, saye pon menukar no tipon saye..bukanlah tukar sebenarnye, just saye pakai 2 no..yakni maxis dan celcom..

Tetapi, saye jarang on no maxis..make die pon piker yang saye tukar no laen..dan, terputuslah contact2 saye dengan adik H tersebut..

Kini, die tingkatan3..baru jek abes PMR dalam beberape bulan yang lalu..and hari tu saye pergilah sekolah..nak jumpe cikgu seni yang sangat baik dengan saye dari form one..kamcing gile dengan saye..he3..syukur dapat cikgu macam tue..Alhamdulillah..kalau saye pergi sekolah, saye akan habeskan mase duduk kat bilik seni..macam menyorok plak..bukan ape, x nak dikate sombong oleh cikgu2 laen..=)

Back to the story..waktu pergi sekolah tue..saye pergilah pejabat nak jumpe pengetue yang juge merupekan bekas GPK 2 sekolah saye mase di tingkatan 3..kini, beliau telah bergelar pengetue..hebat !! dan tahnia saye ucapkan..

Mase nak jumpe pengetue tue, saye terserempak lah dengan cikgu Z..and berboraklah sekejap..katenye nak mintak pertolongan saye buat satu kursus untuk pelajar form 5..aish..lantas, die mintak no tipon saye..tanpe pikir panjang, saye bagilah..saye bagi no celcom yang baru tue..yakin..x kana de ape2 yang berlaku..

He3..pastu mase cuti pause before hari raye aritue..saye ade terime satu message..macam nie bunyinyer..

“ salam akhi..harap akhi sihat walafiat..puase penuh x? tengah buat ape tu?”

Aii, sape plak yang anta message berakhi dengan aku plak nie..semenjak bile plak aku jadi abang ko nie..adohai..kuang3..and saye pon jawab jelah sambil bertanye “ man enta?” dalam bahase arab yang bermaksud, siape awak..

Si penghantar message menjawab – ana H**** A***..

ADOHAI !! macam mane dapat no baru saye nie?? Alamak..matilah aku !!!!!!!!!! haha..nak elak daripade syak wasangke, saye tanye.. “mane dapat no baru ana?” hanye satu name yang sangat2 familiar terpampar dekat screen tipon saye..

‘ CIKGU Z ’

Haaa..sekarang baru saye tahu yang niat cikgu Z nak dapatkan no tipon saye bukanlah bertujuan nak mintak khidmat untuk membantu dalam menjayekan kursus untuk student form 5..tapi, nak bagi kat adik H nie..yelah..cikgu Z nie dah menjadi penghubung kepade adik H ni dengan saye kan..so, yakin dan pasti yang bile die x dpt nak contact saye bile saye tukar no tipon dulu, die buat r aduan kat cikgu Z nikan..aish..

Sengsare nampaknye..kuang3..okaylah..nampaknye, kisah songkok nie beakhir di sini sahaje..kalau ade songkok 3..nanti saye bagitahu yek..he3..wassalam and thanx for reading..

p/s ; enta bermaksud kamu (L atau P – umum) dan ana bermaksud saye..=)

sOngkOk ePisOd 1

2008-12-02T16:53:00.000Z

Assalamualaikum..

InsyaAllah, pade post kali ini saye akan tulis dalam bahase ibunda yakni bahase melayu..yay..=)

Pagi tadi lepas saye sarapan, dan kemas2 sikit dapur rumah mak saye, saye teringat satu kisah waktu kat sekolah menengah dulu (name sekolah harus dirahsiekan untuk menjage name baik..=) saye sayang sekolah saye )..

erm.cerite ini ade kaitan dengan seorang gurl dan seorang cikgu beserte saye..cerite ini mengambil latar mase kire2 sebulan / 2 bulan sebelum exam SPM..macam biase, semue budak2 form 5 duduk kat dalam dewan buat revision menggunekan system mentor menti yang sangat popular kaedahnye sekarang nie..kalau x silap saye, waktu tu kami tengah buat paper trial biologi ( subjek yang saye dpt B mase real SPM..aish ) tetibe terdengar ade announcement yang sangat kuat..satu dewan dengar lah..oink3..

“ perhatian kepade penulis, sile pergi ke bilik kaunseling kerane cikgu z ( bukan name sebenar ) ingin berjumpe..please come immediately after you receive this message”

Aiyoo..nape plak counselor nak jumpe aku tetibe nie..matilah aku !!!!!!!!!!

“ assalamualaikum cikgu..boleh masuk ? “ sopan tol aku nie..harus aku ditabalkan tokoh berbudi bahase sekolah..alamak !!! oink3..

Eyh, nape plak ade budak perempuan kat sebelah cikgu tue? Form brape nie? Nape x masuk kelas? Pelik tol aku..penuh kemusykilan..ape2 jelah..bukan aku nak jumpe die pon..nak jumpe cikgu z..

Penulis pon duduk lepas dipelawe cikgu z..erm..apelah yang cikgu nie nak bagitahu ek..

“ aku dapat special scholarship ke?” bisik hati aku walaupon spm belum start,,tapi result trial aku gempak tau..all A’s and eventually bertukar kepade satu B waktu real SPM..oink3..

Macam nie, cikgu z memulekan bicare.. “ kenal x dengan pelajar nie?” sambil menuding ke arah pelajar perempuan tadi..aiyoo manelah saye kenal..form brape pon x tahu..lol..

X kenal r cikgu..saye menjawab..die nak bagi hadiah kat kamu..nah..oink..

“ nak bagi hadiah kat aku? Sape aku pade kau?” cewah.. “nie hadiah yang adik H (bukan name sebenar ) nak bagi before raye aidilfitri..mintak2 abang pakai ye time raye nie..”

Ha,bagi aku hadiah songkok? Save duit saye x yah nak beli songkok baru..lol..terime kasih yekk..

Lantas saye tanye, maacam mane kenal abang nie? Form berape and dulu sekolah rendah kat S** ke? Oink,,curious nie..nak tahu kenape r nak bagi hadiah kat aku kan..aish..macam x dek orang laen nak bagi hadiah tu..

“ selalu nampak abang bagi tazkirah kat musolla malam2 and abang kan head boy sekolah..x kan x kenal kot..” aah kan lupe plak..kuang3.. “ saye nie form 1..satu ar-razi..” wah same kelas dengan penulis..oink3..saye sekolah shahbandar dulu..bukan sekolah S**..

Aish..baru saye tahu rupe2 nye die nie kire peminat kecil saye r..lol..erm, bangge gak tau..kuang3..

Saye ucap terime kasih dan bingkas bangun pergi dewan balik..aiyoo kelas biologi saye belum habis kot..matilah kalau x pergi kelas kang..

Sampai dewan sume orang tanye kotak ape tu? Saye jawab, “ erm mak aku kirim barang semalam..” bohong sunat namenye..then mase dok buat latihan bio tue, teringat plak hari tue mase cikgu z jadi warden, die ade dtg dorm saye..

“ Kamu pakai songkok saiz berape ye?” motif plak cikgu nie nak tahu saiz songkok saye? Tanpe banyak soal, saiz 22 atau 21 setengah cikgu..saye jawab..owh..

“ macam mane dengan preparation nak exam? Okay x?” “ so far okay r..” saye jawab balik.. “ okaylah, cikgu nak gerak balik dulu” tuakr topic perbincangan lantas keluar dorm saye dan berlalu pergi..sume yang ade dalam dorm senyap n tetibe tanye..kenape nak tahu saiz songkok abang plak? Seorang junior saye bertanye..

“ entah..x tahu ” lantas saye sambung buat kerje add maths..

Pade waktu tu baru saye paham yang rupe2 nye cikgu z nie menjadi penghubung kepade pelajar perempuan tadi utk berhubung dengan saye..hahahahaha..bile teringat balik ade kelakarnye..aish..

Ape2 pon, terime kasihlah yek kepade adik H tu..songkok tu still dalam keadaan baik sehingge hari ini..

Actually, cerite pasal songkok nie, x habis di sini..ade lagi tau..nantikan cerite songkok 2 dari saye yek..

Till then cherio..

( sebenarnye post2 nie sume ditulis dalam mase sehari..tapi saye save dalam word..kan senang bile nak publish new post..copy and paste jek..he3..bijak2.. )

relax sudeh..

2008-12-02T16:32:00.000Z

Assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera...

He3...its fun I think to have a blog...at least I have something to ponder...thanx to my beloved fren who suggested me to start writing a blog...A big round of applause from me to him... ( kerane berjaye memujuk aku )

For my juniors in my secondary school, they had just finished their dreadful yet daunting SPM exams...account paper I guess...and for those who had done their best I wish you all the best !! Let Allah help you then...

Recently, I have always received SMS from weird people...telling me that they are my super junior from my secondary school and yet begging to have a helping hand from me about what am I doing now...lol..Definitely my answer will be as usual – the common answer I gave to tell them – I am currently doing my a-level, prior to doing my first degree in UK perhaps...lol...

And for my surprise, they had been asking help from me on what is actuarial science is all about...duh...why don’t you guys just google it in the internet..Pop!! Thousands and perhaps millions answers you’ll get...

Hahaha...never mind, I am just a kind super senior...kuang3...a little briefing on what is actuarial science to them would help a bit I believe...plus, I am quite happy because ever since I left my secondary school, everybody kept asking me why did you choose to read a degree in actuarial science? Why don’t you read medicine? Engineering? Or architecture perhaps? Coz u are a bit creative and artistic...

Duh, should I answer them? Nope definitely...Later, I found it was not just me that had an interest to read actuarial science...there are actually a lot of them who followed my steps and eventually realized that this course would offer them a lot of things...hahahaha...

Well, I am wondering about what are actually the main roles of counselors in schools? They are expected to help students in academics and manner control perhaps...but, I think that there is one thing that counselor missed most...and that is the explanation of the diversity of subject choices that student can take after they have completed their SPM...their mind are mainly set for engineering, medicine, accounting, architecture, law and accounting.

In fact, there are a lot more that need particular attention. Actuarial Science for an instance is the most demanding course and carrier in other developed countries like USA, UK and Australia. Not to forget, Malaysia is actually lack of experts in actuarial science...and that is why I’ve chosen it rather than engineering and the other courses as well.

Now everything is clear that students in schools need to be exposed with things like this...it is better to give them a rough yet clear explanation on stuffs like carrier path, higher education, and so on.

Personally, I did everything on my own...it is my life and my journey...I must be independent on things like this if I want to be successful...starting from searching information on courses offered in Uni to applying scholarships, everything is done without any supervisions of people who I think are most expert about these things..Except for strong supports from my family members, friends and teachers...thanx to them...I appreciate it...

I think it is now depends on you whether you want to be successful or not...otherwise, you’ll fail...I hope that this some sort of informative post would help you out there...he3...

At least I try to be nerd a bit even though I am not really...oink3...

Till then, cheerio...

fAlL fOr yOu..

2008-12-02T16:11:00.000Z

hype again..

=) this post is going to be short and simple..

Today I heard that new song again which I think was quite good enough to attract me and guess what? he3 I have just downloaded it..yay.. ~~ standing ovation ~~

Wanna know the title and who is the singer? It is fall for you by secondhand for serenade..Really impress me when I listened to it for the very first time last week if I am not mistaken..

My sister thought the same thing about this song and so did I..awesome !! =)

So, I looked for the lyrics and official video clip..in my opinion, it was just okay..My advice is, enjoy listening to this superb song..You’ll surely melt..auwww..

here are the lyrics..hope you enjoy !!

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before?

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

2008-12-02T16:05:00.000Z

Hello everyone..

This post is specially made to introduce me to the world..However, I beg ur pardon coz I can’t reveal my real name at the moment..lol..Well..I am what I am and I believe that I am just an ordinary person..Nothing much different than other people out there..

Believe me..

I have a mom and a dad with 5 siblings in total..Such a wholesome, big, happy family..oink3..currently I ‘m doing a-level at the most revered college, ( I believe what people said to me ) KYUEM..now you can try to guess who am I..lol..

Prior to doing a-level at KYUEM, I spent my 5 years time at an Islamic secondary school..frankly speaking, don’t expect that I am such a religious and kind person..otherwise, you will surely say something bad about me and its not good though..hahaha..meaning to say, I am not really into those kind of things..u got it or not? But not too really conservative okayh..nonetheless, I am such a good friend to deal with..=)

Actually, I don’t really know what should I write at this moment..nothing comes to my mind of what to write..hu3..when I woke up this morning, I thought of writing about my past years time..but, it has all gone..lol..what a ridiculous, ludicrous, absurd mind..aish..

Owh,, let me tell you about my UCAS application..the one that I’ve been waiting everyday..I can’t really wait..which Uni will offer me a place to study…so far, I think some of my friends at KYUEM have already got some offers from the Uni they had applied..for me, nan ado..aish..

Such a sad plus menyakitkan hati..dah r I have to memorise the bangsawan scripts and all those stuffs..huh..well, I’ll be acting this sem..(this is my first debut okayh..I’ve never been in things like this for about 8 years..tetibe jek kan? )what a bad holiday I have in my possession? I’ll pray to have a better day tomorrow..~~ wish me luck ~~

I have to stop now and will surely continue contributing my piece of ideas to this blogging world later..yap without no doubt..lalalalalalalala..

Hahaha..I do have a lot of memories to be shared with..both sweet and bitter..I’ll tell you one by one later okayh..

Till then, wassalam and cherio !!!!!!

sElAmAt pAgI mAlaySia

2008-12-02T01:56:00.000Z

assalamualaikum and good morning..

well its morning again and as usual, for me its nothing much different than yesterday..

oink3..ive just woke up at 9 something..

and now im thinking of what to do?

lol..

hahaha..got to stop for a while..

i have to take my shower and breakfast..

oink3..

ttyl..

happy happy

2008-12-01T17:51:00.000Z

today, yap today @ 2nd of december is gonna be history to me..

i was just created a blog..lol..believe it or not..it was just happened ogayh..

as asked and forced by my fellow friends..

well, actually its not my deepest intention to have a blog..

it is just for suke2..oink3..

frankly speaking,everything was just popped out of my mind when I started reading my comrades' blogs..

they are awesome with brilliant ideas and posts..

lol..it is impossible for me to have a piece of mind like them..kuang3..

with everything finely set up in their mind of what to be published

and let them spread out...........phewww..kinda freedom of speech..

may be, i can't be like them who can publish such an outstanding piece of written ( adekah aku mengarut? wuteva.. )

hahahaha..ape2 pon, this is my first post..

lol..

nothing much to write and till then,cherio !! ( cewah,, amek ayat ISA plak..aish )

t H e.d E f I a n C e.o F.s I l e N c E

Testing 1 2 3

:: I am not good with camera ::

:: Ragam Kawan2 ::

:: curiculum vitae ::

:: Minister visit to Edinburgh :: Eirzreen birthday ::

:: sekejap aje ::

:: sekadar renungan ::

:: keinginan diri ::

:: long hiatus indeed ::

:: an update at last ::

:: ucapan daripada hati ::

:: beauty in the pain ::

:: i got new style..dont copy me :p ::

:: routine : last day of 2009 ::

:: sekitar PMS ::

:: n E w l O o k :: w H o 0 p W h 0 O p ::

picisan jek..

menanti cinta.......

Tuhan beri aku cinta............

kemarahan tahap dewa..

serious!!

enuf said..m addicted!!

m contemplating..

meanderings 2..

seminggu nie.......

mixture of feelings..

terima kasih..

meanderings..

penantian = satu keperitan

finally an update!!

EMAK..

Lanai Kijang 1

mari berpuasa..=)

3 in the morning..

is conservative mind the best policy?

award's day - gembira campur sedih..

exam is finally over !!

no more stress..

it's done..

mase yang suntuk..

denai alam..

tatkala exam menjengah..

friends are awesome

FIRM dan INSURANCE saye

kembali

exam..

cuti !!

no more IELTS class after this..yay !!

standing ovation !!

siap -- im done!!

tribute to syafiqah..

a tag from azri..yay !!

it has been abandoned..

its a long journey..

finally it comes..

i was amazed..

windunyer..

terime kasih abang pali..

i appreciate it friends, indeed..

help them as they really need..

it comes sooner..

Apabile tibe waktunye..

the prisoners of beringin valley..ooooohh..

ill be back !!

i supposed i shud..

no more post after this..

more and more..

jalan2 ke kuala lumpur..

its forsaken..

kemas rumah..

How Big Is Your Brain ??

special post for linz ( i guess )

its baking time..

1 down, 4 more..

of solat jumaat and bowling ??

korban..

i am back !!

selamat menyambut hari raye aidiladha..

~~ sOngkOk ePisOd 1 ~~

sOngkOk ePisOd 1

happy happy